Eileen
Professor Ward’s office felt smaller than usual, the afternoon light casting long shadows across her desk. I sat with my hands folded, trying to steady my
breathing as she set down her reading glasses.
“Miss Wylde, she began, “your work on the parasite infection has drawn considerable attention. The Healing Department chair specifically asked about you.
My heart jumped.
Dr. Hawthorne runs the Eastern Border Advanced Treatment Center. He needs an assistant–normally a position for fourth–years. She paused, studying me. “He’s willing to take you. Three months. If you pass his evaluation, you can graduate early. This is the first time in a decade we’ve offered this to a second-
year student.”
The words seemed to echo. Three months. Early graduation. The border.
I… My voice came out small. ‘Are you certain, Professor? I’m still-
“You proved yourself with Marcus,” Ward cut in gently. “Don’t waste your gift doubting it.”
Something warm expanded in my chest. Before I could overthink it, I said, “Professor, there’s someone who helped. Nina Grey. She pointed me to the right
research when I was stuck.”
Ward’s eyebrows rose. “Miss Grey?”
“Yes. Without her, I might not have found the answer. If there are other positions, or if she could interview…”
‘I’ll arrange it.” Ward made a note. “But the border isn’t forgiving, Eileen. You’re certain she can handle it?”
I thought of Nina’s sharp precision. “I’m certain, Professor.”
“Good. I’ll send details tomorrow. Congratulations.”
I left in a daze, my feet carrying me toward the healing wing where Mira would be. The silver badge on my collar caught the light.
Mira saw my face and dropped her armload of bandages. “What happened? Is it the baby-
*Professor Ward offered me an apprenticeship,‘ I said, unable to stop smiling. “At the Eastern Border Treatment Center.”
She stared, then shrieked and threw her arms around me. “That’s incredible! That’s–wait.” She pulled back. “How long?”
“Three months.
Joy drained from her face. “Three months. You’ll be gone…”
“Mira-
“No, I’m being selfish. This is amazing. She forced brightness. Just… I’ll miss you.”
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ppp.
Then her expression shifted–calculating. “Unless I came with you.”
“Mira.‘
“You’ll need an assistant! Someone to help with supplies, records. I could do that.” She gripped my shoulders demonstratively. “See? Excellent grip strength.”
I laughed despite myself. “You just don’t want to study for finals.”
“Partly, she admitted, grinning. Then serious: “But also, Eileen, I don’t want you alone there. You’re pregnant. What if you need someone who knows?”
My throat tightened. “You’d really spend three months at a border station for me?”
“It’s leaving you alone I can’t handle. She squeezed my shoulders. “Come on. Let’s ask Ward.
Professor Ward looked unsurprised when we returned. She listened to Mira’s rambling pitch about field assistance, expression neutral.
Finally, she turned to me. “Miss Wylde, you’re willing to take responsibility for Miss Thornwood’s performance?”
The weight of that settled on me. Not just myself anymore, but my best friend’s future.
“Yes, Professor Ward.
Mira vibrated with restrained excitement. I pressed my hand on her shoulder.
“Very well. Miss Thornwood serves as your assistant. Follow instructions, maintain professionalism, no disruptions. Understood?”
“Yes, Professor! I’ll be the most-
“That will do. Ward’s tone carried faint amusement. “You’re dismissed.*
Three steps from her office, Mira started bouncing. “We’re going to the border! This is-”
“Mira.” Reality crashed over me. I have to tell Regis.”
Her excitement faltered. ‘Oh. Do you think he’ll…”
“I don’t know.” The uncertainty sat heavy. “He’s never stopped me, but this is different. The border’s dangerous, and I’m pregnant…”
“He respects what you are, Eileen, Mira said firmly. Come on. I’ll walk you to meet him.”
We made our way toward the main gates where Regis would be waiting with the carriage. With each step, the initial excitement began to curdle into something heavier in my stomach.
My hand drifted to my abdomen, where the small life inside made itself felt–not kicks yet, but a warmth, a presence separate from my own.
Will Regis agree to this?
He’d never stopped me from doing anything. Had stood beside me through every challenge, every choice. But this wasn’t a research project in the safety of the academy. This was the Eastern Border–real danger, real combat injuries, real risk.
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And I was coming the chilid
The thincphe
afe my chest tighten. Ratannally, I knew the opportunity was exactly what Id been wirding avant & ditance to grey to build a
onment. But emboraly, the thought of his disapproval felt like a vein I couldn’t beat
Theme galing. Min seed meth. I can see in on your face.”
Tim out-” I stopped, because she was might
Even if he agreed the month. We never been agar that long. Not since that night in the Whispering Words, since hed marked ne. Id grown and to
sending me as I slept, his arms bolding me, his band resting protectively on my momach each ngin. The band le a fact she’s
dience, but would that be enough?
Can I handle dimer mandis without him?
And there was the baby to consider. The bealers said I had about four months until birth. If i sper three of those at the border. Id um with barely a
montit to prepare. When something went wrong? What if the stress affected the pregnancy? What if
West of Regis Shinks I’m choosing my career ouer our cult?
The fear struck dess. I thought of my mother, Lydia, wind sea tooly wanted me. Who’d seen me as a burden, a disappointment. Mould Regis think I wa
making the same choice? Parting myself fabandoning what memered
World I become that kind of mucker?
“Stop,” Mice said sharply, gripping my arm. I know that look. You’re thinking terrible things about yourse
What if I’m being shih-
You’re not.” She turned me to face her. “Listen to me. Wanting to use your gifts, wanting to save lives–Cton’s not sellinh. That’s who
But was it? Or was I just running from the terrifying responsibility of motherhood, hiding behind my week Bestavame was to afraid to fill
The trouge come dess and sudden. I pressed my hand more firmly against any stomach, feeling that small warme espand
I want this child to see a mother who’s strong. Not someone why hides behind an Alpitur protection, but so we standi um her Hunt amorik,
I wanted this baby to grow up knowing that being wolfless didn’t muran being worthless That their achen had earned her place through skill and determination. That she hadn’t given up on herself just because the world said she sh
And I wanted Regis to see that her chosen well. That I was worth the fish he taken, the bites bird fought for
This wasn’t about choosing between my career and my child. This was shout showing my child what it is to be würde.
There he is, Mira said, pointing toward the gates where Regis carriage waited.
i could see him through the window, his profile sharp against the fading light. Through out bond, this on which toward, fit the warmth of
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recognition.
ppp.
You’ve got this, Mira whispered, squeezing my hand one last time. “Go. I’ll see you tomorrow.”
I nodded, not trusting my voice, and walked toward the carriage.
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Sara Lili is a daring romance writer who turns icy landscapes into scenes of fiery passion. She loves crafting hot love stories while embracing the chill of Iceland’s breathtaking cold.

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