Chapter 139
Eileen
The carriage rocked gently as we made our way toward the academy, morning light filtering through the curtains in golden streaks. I sat tucked against Regis’s side, his arm draped around my shoulders in a way that had become natural–comfortable in a manner I’d never imagined possible just weeks ago.
“We should leave early this afternoon,” he murmured against my hair, his thumb tracing idle circles on my upper arm. “There’s a merchant quarter near the eastern gate. We can find proper travel gear, warmer cloaks… anything you might need for the border.
1 tilted my head to look up at him, catching the soft expression that transformed his usually stern features. “You don’t have to-
“I want to.” His fingers found mine, lacing them together. “Consider it preparation. And perhaps…” A hint of a smile tugged at his mouth. ‘A small adventure before we leave. Just the two of us.‘
My heart did that now–familiar flutter, warmth blooming in my chest. “I’d like that.”
Through our bond, I felt his pleasure at my agreement–a gentle pulse of satisfaction that made me duck my head to hide my smile. These moments still felt precarious, like something too good to be real. But the steady presence of him beside me, the weight of his hand in mine, the thread of gold that connected us growing stronger each day… it was becoming harder to doubt.
“Meet me at the main gate after your last class, he continued. “I’ll finish my training session early.”
I nodded, already anticipating the afternoon. A proper date. Shopping together like any normal couple preparing for a journey. The thought made me giddy in a way I hadn’t felt since… perhaps ever.
Lunch with Mira was filled with her excited chatter about the upcoming journey, though I could detect the nervousness beneath her enthusiasm.
“Do you think the accommodations will be terrible?” she asked, poking at her food. I mean, it’s the border. There probably aren’t proper bathing facilities. And what if the food is awful?” She paused, then grinned, “At least you’ll have an ‘extraordinary cook‘ to cook for you. The rest of us will be suttering through military rations.”
I’m sure it won’t be that bad,” I said, though truthfully I had no idea what to expect either.
‘Easy for you to say. But her eyes sparkled with genuine excitement despite the complaints. “Three months of actually doing something important, though. Helping wounded soldiers, learning from Master Hawthorne… it’s going to be incredible. Terrifying, but incredible.”
“We’ll face it together, I reminded her, squeezing her hand across the table.
“Thank the Moon for that.” She sobered slightly. “I don’t think I could do this without you, Elleen. Even with all my bravado.‘
‘You’re stronger than you think.”
‘Says the girl who’s about to trek to a war zone while pregnant. She lowered her voice on the last word, glancing around to make sure no one overheard
‘You’re the strong one here.”
The compliment made my chest tight. I need to organize some things in the herb room first,” I said, changing the subject before emotion could overwhelm me. “Personal supplies I want to bring. Meet you at the usual spot before class?”
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12:22 pm
Chapter 139
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She waved a hand in agreement, already eyeing the dessert table.
The herb storage room was blessedly quiet at midday, most students at lunch or resting between classes. I moved between the shelves methodically, selecting packets of dried moonflower and silverleaf, double–checking my mental inventory. Three months was a long time. I wanted to be prepared.
I was reaching for a jar of ground ashroot when the door clicked shut behind me.
My hand froze. The sound of the lock sliding home made my stomach drop.
“Well, well.” Derek’s voice dripped with false pleasantness. “Working hard as always, aren’t we?”
I turned slowly, clutching the jar against my chest like a shield. He leaned against the door, arms crossed, blocking the only exit. The expression on his face made my skin crawl–something between smugness and cruelty.
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Sara Lili is a daring romance writer who turns icy landscapes into scenes of fiery passion. She loves crafting hot love stories while embracing the chill of Iceland’s breathtaking cold.

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