My Cheating Mate (Emma and Jeremy) novel Chapter 21

My Cheating Mate

Jeremy pov

I sat in my car down the street from Beta Marcus’s house, watching the door Emma had just closed. The finality of it felt like a physical blow–like watching the last chance I’d ever have with her disappear behind wood and paint.

My wolf howled in my head, a sound of pure anguish that made my chest tighten until I could barely breathe.

We’d lost her. Really, truly lost her.

And it was entirely our fault.

I pulled out my phone and stared at the screen, not really seeing it. My hands were shaking. From blood loss, exhaustion, or fear -probably all three.

What had I done? What the fuck had I done?

For the first time since this whole nightmare started, I let myself really think about it. Really consider the magnitude of my betrayal.

I’d cheated on my mate. Not a girlfriend, not a casual relationship–my fated mate, the one person the Moon Goddess had chosen for me. The bond was supposed to be sacred, unbreakable, the foundation of pack society and wolf culture. 1

And I’d treated it like it was nothing. Like Emma was nothing.

I thought about all the times she’d tried to talk to me about Vanessa. The careful, hesitant way she’d bring up her discomfort. The hurt in her eyes when I’d dismissed her concerns, told her she was being paranoid, made her feel crazy for trusting her

instincts.

*“She’s just teasing, Em. Don’t be so sensitive.“*

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*“Why can’t you be more understanding?”

*“I can’t cut her out of my life because you’re insecure.“*

I’d gaslit her. Systematically made her doubt her own perceptions, her own reality, because acknowledging the truth would have meant admitting what I was doing.

And the plan. God, the plan to use her as a broodmare and then discard her.

My stomach turned. Had I really been that callous? That cruel?

Yes. The answer was yes, and there was no justifying it, no excuse that made it acceptable.

Emma had baked me cookies. Had been coming to surprise me at work with homemade treats because she loved me, wanted to make me happy.

And she’d walked in on me fucking another woman.

The image made me want to vomit. I tried to picture it from her perspective–the shock, the devastation, the complete shattering of everything she’d believed about us.

And then she’d heard us talking. Heard me say I never loved her. Heard our plans to use her.

How had she even made it out of that building? How had she kept it together long enough to pack, to run, to survive alone for a week?

*“She’s not weak–that’s strength I was too blind to see.”

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The words I’d said to Vanessa were true. Emma was strong. Stronger than I’d ever given her credit for. Stronger than I deserved.

Movement at Marcus’s front douf caught my attention. The Beta emerged, his face like thunder, and started walking toward my car with purposeful strides

This was it. The reckoning I’d been dreading.

I got out of the car, standing in the street like a condemned man facing execution. Maybe that’s what I was.

Marcus stopped three feet away from me. For a long moment, he just stared, his eyes flickering between brown and wolf–gold as he fought for control.

“Give me one reason,” he said finally, his voice deadly quiet. “One reason why I shouldn’t rip your throat out right now.”

“I don’t have one, sir.” The words came out steady, resigned. “I deserve whatever you want to do to me.”

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