Perfect Bastard (by Mary D. Sant) novel Chapter 71

Chapter 71: You Deserve More

ETHAN

What the fuck did that mean? I didn’t even want to imagine. I

swallowed hard, feeling my blood heat up as I clenched my fists.

“Can I help you?” The bastard frowned.

Help? I used every ounce of self–control not to smash my fist into his

face.

“Where’s Ellie?” I asked through gritted teeth, my jaw clenched tight.

“I don’t know who you are or what you did to make her like that, but I

think you should just leave. She doesn’t need someone like you.”

I took a deep breath, holding myself back from knocking out all of his

teeth.

“Sure, because you’re the perfect guy for her, aren’t you?” I spat the

words with as much sarcasm as I could muster.

I might not be the best for Ellie, but the scumbag in front of me

wasn’t worth much more. “I’m not interested in wasting my breath on

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you. Where is she?”

“I don’t think she wants to talk to you.”

“I don’t give a damn what you think.”

Honestly, my patience was wearing thin.

“Who’s there?” A voice came from inside the apartment, and it was

enough to make my stomach twist.

A second later, she appeared behind him. Fuck. She had only a towel wrapped around her body. This couldn’t be good.

She seemed surprised to see me, then blinked a few times before her

expression turned cold.

“I told him to leave…” The jerk started speaking, but she cut him off.

“Thanks, Todd, but you can go now.”

Why the hell was she thanking him? Reluctantly, he walked past me, giving me a look of disdain, and I instantly regretted not punching

him in the face.

I turned my attention back to her, and she stepped out, checking to

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make sure we were alone in the hallway. Then she gave me a hard

look before crossing her arms over her chest.

I couldn’t help but notice the area around her eyes was redder than

usual. Imagining that she’d cried because of me made my chest ache.

“What do you want, Morgan? Do I need to remind you of your

promise, that I wouldn’t have to see you again?”

Ex

Even after spending hours thinking about what I wanted to say, I

hadn’t found the words, and after running into her damn ex,

everything felt even more confusing.

What I really wanted was to ask what the hell he was doing in her

apartment, but now more than ever, I had no right. So I tried to push

down my anger.

“I want to talk.”

“But I don’t. I have nothing to say to you. And you certainly don’t

need to say anything more. So, goodbye.” She tried to close the door,

but I stopped it, holding it open.

“I’m sorry, I’m really sorry. I shouldn’t have done that. I’m sorry,

Ellie, I thought it would be easier…”

S

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“I don’t want to hear your apologies. Keep them to yourself. Do me a favor and leave.” She interrupted, glaring at me through the small gap, before trying to push the door shut harder.

“No. Not until you hear me out.”

“I don’t want to hear you, damn it! Or see your face! Do you get that?”

She growled, letting her anger show before disappearing from my view and pressing her back against the door, trying once again to

close it.

The anger felt better than her coldness, and maybe I could use that.

“Yell at me, curse me out as much as you want, I know I deserve it.

Just let me in and talk to you. Please…”

“No!”

“Fuck, Ellie…”

“Go away!” She tried to push the door again, forcing me to use my

body weight to keep it open.

“I was wrong to do that to you. Please, just let me explain.”

“You made your choice. I don’t care about your reasons. You got what

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you wanted, so why are you here?”

“I want to be honest with you.”

“Take your honesty and go to hell. That speech of yours doesn’t work

anymore. I was right about you from the beginning–you’re nothing

but a bastard.”

“Please…” I rested my forehead against the door, pleading.

“Go away! Get out of here!”

“Fuck… I was scared, okay? Is that what you want to hear? You

deserve more, Ellie…”

“I never asked anything from you.” She growled.

“You didn’t have to, but I knew, I always knew, and I can’t give you

what you want. I can’t be what you want.”

“I don’t want anything from you anymore.”

“You have no idea how much I wish…”

“I don’t want to hear it.”

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“What don’t you want to hear? The truth?”

“None of this matters anymore.”

“I want you to know.”

“Don’t worry. If you’re just here to apologize, know that I don’t blame

you. It’s my fault, I was an idiot. And I know you did it because you’re

too much of a coward to look me in the eyes and say no.”

“No… you’re wrong. It’s the exact opposite. I did it because I couldn’t

say no to you. But the truth… is that I can’t, I can’t give you what you

want. And you deserve more. You deserve someone who can give you

everything.”

She stayed silent, while a lump formed in my throat, and when she

spoke again, her voice was shaky.

“You don’t know anything about what I want. Everyone thinks they

know what I want and what’s best for me. But they don’t…” She

sniffed.

Shit. It was like taking a punch to the gut. She was crying again,

because of me. I really am a big son of a bitch. I swallowed hard,

feeling my own eyes start to water.

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