Elara
I’d held onto those words like a lifeline. Apparently, they were just
something he said. Sloane was the real exception. I was just… there.
I scrolled through her feed, each image a perfectly curated slice of the
life I’d never have. Sloane at the Chelsea Gallery opening, wearing an
Alexander McQueen gown that probably cost more than a semester’s
tuition, champagne flute in hand, standing in front of Broken Wings
-my painting, with her name on the placard. Caption: “Honored to
share my work with the world.” 18.3K likes.
Sloane in the beach house, golden sunlight streaming through floor-
to–ceiling windows, wearing a La Perla silk robe, looking like every
man’s fantasy of effortless elegance. Caption: “Sunday mornings.”
Someone in the comments asked “Is Julian there?” She’d replied with
a heart emoji.
Sloane and Julian on what looked like their college campus, autumn
leaves blazing red and gold behind them, their backs to the camera,
fingers intertwined. Caption: “Throwback to when we were young and
stupid. Still young, still in love.” 22.1K likes.
My hand shook as I scrolled. This was what Julian wanted. This was
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what he’d always wanted. Not the broken girl in the Bronx with paint
under her fingernails and secondhand clothes. Not the foster
daughter who’d mistaken proximity for love.
I backed out of Instagram and opened my contacts, finding Julian’s
name with the ease of three years‘ practice. My finger hovered over
his contact card, my heart hammering against my ribs.
Delete contact.
The option glowed on the screen, simple and final. I stared at it for a
long moment, my mind racing through every reason not to do this.
What if I needed to reach him in an emergency? What if he needed to
reach me? What if deleting him was a mistake I’d regret?
from my
work,
But I thought about today–him dragging me away
from the first money I’d earned myself, from Raven and the people
who’d actually supported me. I thought about him dropping me on a
random street corner the moment Sloane called, like I was trash he
could discard whenever something better came along. I thought about
every time he’d made me feel small, every time he’d chosen her over
me, every time he’d reminded me that I was just the help’s daughter,
just the charity case, just the girl who should be grateful for whatever
scraps of attention he threw my way.
I tapped “Delete Contact.”
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“Are you sure?” the phone asked.
“Yes.”
Julian
I stood in the doorway of Sloane’s bedroom at Blackwood Estate,
watching her laugh at something Victoria was saying, both of them
seated on the velvet sofa with a tea service spread before them.
Sloane’s face was flushed pink with amusement, her hand gesturing
animatedly as she described some fashion blogger’s latest disaster.
She looked perfectly healthy–glowing, even, in her beige cashmere
loungewear.
Nothing like someone who’d been too sick to stand an hour ago.
I’d left Elara on a street corner in Brooklyn, hadn’t even waited to
make sure she got home safely, because Sloane needed me.
And now she was having tea.
“Julian!” Victoria spotted me first, her face brightening with artificial
sweetness. “You’re back! We were just—”
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“Sloane.” I kept my voice level, though my jaw was tight enough to
crack teeth. “You said you were sick.”
Sloane’s laughter cut off mid–breath. She turned toward me, and in
the space of a heartbeat, her whole demeanor transformed. Her hand
flew to her lower abdomen, her face draining of color, her posture
collapsing inward. “Julian… you came back…” Her voice emerged
weak and tremulous, nothing like the clear, bright tone she’d been
using seconds before. “I was just… Victoria insisted I eat something. I
thought maybe food would help, but-”
She swayed, and Victoria immediately grabbed her arm. “Sloane!
Don’t try to stand! You’re not well!”
I watched the performance with cold detachment. I’d seen this play
before–the sudden pallor, the strategic hand placement, the perfectly
timed wobble. I’d just never paid attention to how calculated it all
was.
“You look fine,” I said flatly.
Victoria’s eyes widened in theatrical shock. “Julian! She was doubled
over in pain half an hour ago! She said she was nauseous and the
baby was kicking too hard and she couldn’t stop throwing up! I made
her eat something because she needs to keep her strength up!”
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My gaze never left Sloane’s face. “If you were that sick, you should be
in bed. Not sitting here drinking tea and gossiping.”
“I was just trying to-” Sloane’s voice cracked. Her eyes filled with
tears, real or manufactured, I couldn’t tell anymore. “I thought if I
moved around a little, if I ate something light-”
“Lucy.” I called the housekeeper without turning around. “Please
escort Miss Kennedy to her room. She needs rest.”
Lucy appeared from the hallway, her expression carefully neutral. “Of
course, Mr. Vane. Miss Kennedy, if you’ll come with me?”
Sloane’s tears spilled over. “Julian, I wasn’t lying. I really didn’t feel
well. I just… I didn’t want to worry you more than I already had, so
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