Elara

The memory pulled me deeper, dragging me back to the day they took her away.

One year ago. New York Family Court.

The courtroom had smelled of old wood and expensive cologne. Julian’s legal team occupied an entire bench—five lawyers in suits that cost more than my mother’s annual salary. Across from them sat my court-appointed attorney, a kid who looked like he’d graduated law school the week before.

I’d held Lily on my lap, her small body warm against mine. She’d been playing with my hair, humming tunelessly, unaware that this was the day they’d decide whether I got to keep her.

The psychiatrist took the stand first. Dr. Richard Brennan—hired by the Vane family, paid by the Vane family, loyal to the Vane family.

“Miss Vance exhibited self-harm behaviors at age eighteen,” he stated, reading from his notes with clinical detachment. “Following an incident at the Hampton residence, she required forced medication intervention at Blackwood Estate. Clinical diagnosis indicates severe delusional disorder and pathological emotional dependency.”

My lawyer objected. “Your Honor, those diagnoses were made under duress, and the medications were administered without—”

“The witness is a licensed psychiatrist,” the judge interrupted. “Continue, Dr. Brennan.”

“In my professional opinion, Miss Vance lacks the psychological stability to maintain custody of a minor child. The risk of harm—either through neglect or through the mother’s documented suicidal ideation—is simply too great.”

Then Julian took the stand.

He’d looked perfect—navy Tom Ford suit, silver cufflinks, hair precisely styled. When he spoke, his voice was measured. Regretful. The voice of a reasonable man forced to make difficult decisions.

“Your Honor, I want to be clear: I never had a relationship with Miss Vance. What happened… it was a mistake. A regrettable incident involving compromised judgment on both sides.” He paused. “But Elara has since demonstrated an unhealthy obsession. Multiple threats of self-harm if I didn’t acknowledge paternity. Demands for money. Harassment of my fiancée.”

“That’s not true!” I’d tried to stand, but my lawyer pulled me back down. Lily started crying.

“A woman with such profound mental instability,” Julian continued, not even looking at us, “poses a danger to any child in her care.”

My lawyer tried to submit evidence—the medical records showing the psychiatric diagnoses were fabricated, that the “self-harm” was actually defensive wounds from when they’d forcibly drugged me. The judge—a white-haired man whose campaign contributions from the Vane Family Foundation were a matter of public record—barely glanced at the documents.

“Insufficient chain of custody. Motion denied.”

The gavel came down with the finality of an execution.

“Based on the evidence presented regarding the biological mother’s mental health status and its impact on the child’s welfare, this court finds that termination of parental rights is in the best interests of the minor. The parental rights of Elara Vance are hereby terminated. Child Protective Services is granted authority to proceed with adoption placement. The petitioning adoptive family’s request is approved.”

Two social workers from CPS approached our seats. Professional. Efficient. They’d done this before.

Lily’s fingers twisted in my sweater. “Mama?”

“It’s okay, baby. It’s—”

“Ma’am, we need you to release the child.”

“Mama! Mama, don’t go!”

They pulled her from my arms. She screamed—a sound I still hear in my nightmares, high and terrified and confused. I lunged forward. The bailiffs grabbed me, their hands like vises on my arms.

“She’s allergic!” I was screaming over Lily’s cries. “Peanuts, tree nuts, shellfish! You have to write it down! Please! You have to remember!”

But they were already carrying her away. Her little hands reached back toward me, her face red and streaked with tears.

The last thing I saw was Julian sitting in the gallery, Sloane beside him with her hand delicately resting on his arm. Neither of them looked at the crying child being carried out of the courtroom.

Neither of them looked at me.

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