Elara

The moment I stepped off the bus, I understood what I’d come to see.

Blackwood Estate blazed like a bonfire against the darkening sky. Every window lit. The circular driveway choked with luxury vehicles—Rolls-Royces, Bentleys, a Maybach with diplomatic plates. A red carpet ran from the front steps all the way to the valet station, where men in black tails directed traffic with choreographed precision.

Camera crews. Ring lights. A woman in a headset directing shots.

On the massive LED screens flanking the doorway, I could see the live viewer counts: Instagram: 534K. TikTok: 612K.

I moved closer, drawn by sick fascination.

On screen, Sloane descended the grand staircase in a gown that probably cost three hundred thousand dollars. White silk and French lace, the train cascading behind her like a waterfall. She was luminous—the kind of beautiful that didn’t look real even in person.

Julian waited at the bottom of the stairs in a midnight blue tuxedo. When she reached him, he slid a ring onto her finger—a diamond so massive it fractured every light in the room into rainbows.

The comments scrolled by in a blur:

“OMG PERFECT COUPLE”

“This is what true love looks like!!!”

“GOALS GOALS GOALS”

“Literally a fairy tale”

“Why can’t I find a man like this”

I stood in the snow, my daughter’s ashes clutched to my chest, and watched them kiss to thunderous applause.

“Miss Vance.”

Two security guards had materialized from the gatehouse—both linebacker-sized, both wearing earpieces and expressions of professional courtesy that didn’t reach their eyes.

“Mr. Vane has issued explicit instructions. You are not permitted on the property.”

I’d known that, of course. But I hadn’t come to crash the wedding.

My hand moved to my throat. To the silver chain that had rested there so long I’d stopped noticing its weight. My frozen fingers fumbled with the clasp, barely able to work the tiny mechanism.

The compass pendant slid into my palm.

It was small—no bigger than a quarter—the engraving worn smooth from years of wear. N. S. E. W. And underneath, in script so tiny you had to hold it to the light: You’ll always find your way home.

The weight of it triggered another memory. The last good memory I had.

Five years ago. Late summer. The library at Blackwood Estate.

I’d been seventeen. Two years living at Blackwood—two years of being reminded daily that I was here on charity, that I should be grateful, that I would never truly belong.

Victoria had been particularly vicious that day. She’d “accidentally” spilled coffee on my homework, then laughed as I tried to salvage the papers. Tristan had watched with that cool detachment he’d perfected, offering no help, making it clear whose side he was on.

I’d fled to the library—the one place they rarely went. I’d been crying into my algebra textbook when Julian had walked in.

He’d been twenty then, home from Harvard for the weekend. He’d stopped when he saw me, his expression unreadable.

“What happened?”

Not “are you okay.” Not “what’s wrong.” Just a simple question, posed with the same tone he might use to ask about the weather.

“Nothing,” I’d said quickly, wiping my face. “I’m fine.”

He’d crossed to the desk where I sat, his gaze falling on the coffee-stained papers. For a long moment, he’d said nothing. Then he’d reached into his jacket pocket and pulled out a small velvet box.

“Your birthday was yesterday. Seventeen, correct?”

I’d stared at the box, hardly daring to breathe. He’d remembered. He’d actually remembered.

“Yes.”

He’d opened it himself, revealing the compass necklace. Silver. Simple. Elegant. Nothing like the ostentatious jewelry Victoria wore.

“Your father saved my grandfather’s life,” he’d said, his voice matter-of-fact. “That makes you someone who should be treated with respect in this house. The fact that certain family members haven’t understood that is… unfortunate.”

He’d held out the box. Not offering to put it on me. Not touching me. Just presenting it like a transaction.

“The engraving says you’ll always find your way home. Consider it a reminder that you have a place here. Not because of charity, but because it’s owed to your father’s memory.”

I’d taken the box with shaking hands. “Thank you, Julian.”

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