The Hockey Roommate's Filthy Desire novel Chapter 9

ARIA’S POV

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“Get in.”

That was all Julian said when he opened the passenger door for me after classes. No explanation. No small talk. Just that steady, unreadable expression and the weight of his attention fixed entirely on me.

I slid into the seat.

We drove in silence at first, the campus fading in the rearview mirror. My nerves hadn’t settled since the fountain. Since Elena’s warning. Since the way

Julian had looked at me when I said yes. Halfway down the road that led toward the apartment, he spoke. “You’re quiet.”

“I’m thinking.”

“About?” His tone wasn’t idle curiosity. It was an assessment.

“About how my life managed to turn into a political scandal overnight.”

His mouth twitched faintly. “It was already political.”

I turned toward him. “You don’t seem remotel

about this.”

“I’m not.”

“Why?”

“Because I don’t lose control of situations,” he replied calmly. “I adjust them.”

I folded my arms. “That sounds exhausting.” “It’s effective. Besides, what happened yesterday was just something of convenience. Don’t think there’s something else going on.”

A beat of silence passed

ed and didn’t answer me. The sont expecting. This isnt the way home;”

said

“No.”

“Julian.”

“Relax.”

“I am relaxed.”

He glanced at me briefly, unimpressed. “You’re clenching your jaw.”

I immediately stopped. He noticed everything. That unsettled me more than I wanted to admit. “Where are we going?” I asked again.

“The rink.”

I blinked. “Now?”

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“Yes.”

“It’s almost ten.”

“Good.” His voice was quiet but decisive. “Fewer spectators.”

My stomach flipped. “Why?”

He didn’t hesitate. “Because I want you in my world.”

The words landed heavier than they should have.

“Julian…”

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“You’ve seen me on campus,” he continued smoothly. “In classrooms. At meetings. In parking lots.” His jaw tightened faintly. “You’ve seen the controlled version.”

“And?”

“And I don’t like being misunderstood.” The car slowed as the Westbridge Ice Arena came into view, lights glowing against the night sky like something sacred.

“I want you to understand exactly who you’re attached to,” he said. Attached. There was that word again.

The arena at night felt different. Private. Cold. Almost reverent. The echo of our footsteps followed us as he unlocked the side entrance. No reporters.

No students whispering. Just the quiet hum of overhead lights and the smell of ice. “Sit,” he told me, gesturing toward the front row of the stands.

I raised an eyebrow. “Are you giving me instructions again?”

“Yes.” There was no apology in it. I sat. He disappeared into the locker room. When he came back out in full gear, something shifted inside my

chest.

Helmet in hand. Jersey fitted over broad shoulders. The name VANCE stretched across his back like a title. He stepped onto the ice, and everything about him changed. The calm, calculating strategist vanished.

In his place stood somethin

brutal.

raw. Dominant. Commanding. The team joined him quickly. Practice wasn’t casual. It was

“Again!” he barked when a pass missed its mark,

His voice carried authority without needing volume.

They listened. They moved faster.

Julian didn’t just participate–he dictated tempo. Every pivot was sharp. Every check was deliberate. When he slammed one of his teammates into the boards during a drill, the crack of impact echoed through the arena.

He offered the guy a hand up. Then he did it again. No hesitation. No softness. Watching him like this was… disorienting. This wasn’t campus Julian.

This was the campus‘ hockey King. He moved like he owned the ice. Like power wasn’t something he borrowed–it was

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At one point, he skated past where I sat. His visor tilted slightly, and even through the helmet, I felt it. That look. See me. I did. And I wouldn’t deny it seeing him like this was intriguing in a way that made my pulse stutter.

Aggressive. Focused. Unapologetically in control. When practice finally ended, sweat dampened the collar of his jersey and his breathing was steady but heavier.

He didn’t look tired. He looked alive. The locker room area was quiet once the team filtered out. Julian lingered. “So?” he asked, pulling off his gloves slowly.

“So what?”

“Does it change anything?”

I swallowed. “You’re… different out there.”

“How?”

“Less careful.”

A corner of his mouth lifted faintly. “That’s the point.” Silence stretched between us. The tension from the car, from the kiss

– resurfaced like it had been waiting patiently.

“You said you had plans,” he said finally.

My brow furrowed. “Plans?”

“To pay rent.”

Heat crept up my neck. “I don’t intend to live off you indefinitely.” His expression hardened–not angry. Just firm.

“You think this is about money?”

“It should be,” I replied defensively. “That’s how rent works.” He stepped closer, close enough that I felt the residual heat from his skin even in the chilled air.

“The only currency I care about,” he said evenly, “is loyalty.”

I stared at him. “Excuse me?”

“You live under my roof,” he continued. “You use my name. You stand beside me publicly.” His gaze sharpened. “I don’t need your money, Aria. I need you aligned with me.”

“That sounds suspiciously like ownership.”

“It’s alignment,” he corrected.

“I’m not signing a contract.”

“You already did,” he said quietly. “When you chose me in that parking lot.”

My breath hitched. “That wasn’t-

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“It was deliberate,” he cut in. “You wanted protection. You got it.”

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“And what does that cost me?” I demanded.

“Honesty,” he replied immediately. “Loyalty. No divided allegiances.”

“Meaning Luca.”

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“Meaning anyone who thinks they can use you against me.” There it was again. Possession dressed up as protection. He reached into his locker and pulled out a small velvet box.

My pulse jumped. “You’re not serious.” He opened it anyway. Inside was a ring. Silver. Heavy. A signet engraved with a sharp

V crest.

“My family seal,” he said calmly.

I stared at it. “Julian.”

“It’s not sentimental,” he clarified. “It’s practical.”

“Oh, is that all?” I asked dryly.

“The security at my building and the arena recognize it,” he continued. “If you’re wearing it, you won’t be questioned. No calls to me. No delays if you come home late.”

Home. The word wrapped around me in a way that felt both warm and dangerous. “This is branding,” I said quietly.

“It’s security.”

“It’s a mark.”

“It’s recognition.” I hesitated. He stepped closer and took my hand before I could decide whether to pull away. His fingers were warm. Steady. He slid the ring onto my index finger.

It fit. Too perfectly. “There,” he murmured. The metal felt heavier than it should have. Final. “Now no one mistakes where you belong.”

My throat tightened. “You mean who I belong to.”

His eyes darkened, but he didn’t correct me. That silence said enough. For a brief, dizzying second, I felt it. The edges of something closing around me.

Not neglect. Not indifference. Not the hollow space Luca had left me standing in for years. This was different. Structured. Intentional. A cage built of steel instead of absence.

And the worst part? I wasn’t sure I wanted to take it off. Because even as the weight of the ring settled against my skin, even as the