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Selene finally clapped her hands together, breaking the tension. “Okay, great, she won’t die tonight. Love that for us.”
Mira muttered, “Barely,” but no one argued.
Kael dragged a hand through his hair, muttering something low before turning toward the door. “I’ll be right outside,” he said,
looking at me once before he stepped out.
Zayn waited until the door clicked shut before he spoke again, his tone softer now. “Grab what you need. We’ll go when you’re
ready.”
I hesitated, glancing toward my roommates. Selene gave a tiny nod–part approval, part warning.
“Be careful,” she said quietly.
I tried to smile, but it didn’t reach. “I’ll text you.”
When I turned back, Zayn was already waiting by the door, patient, quiet, the storm under his skin held on a short leash.
I didn’t trust the situation.
I barely trusted myself.
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I stood in the doorway for a moment, not sure what to do with myself.
Zayn dropped his keys on the table and glanced back at me. His expression was unreadable, but the tension in his shoulders hadn’t
faded.
“You can take the bed,” he said simply.
His voice was lower than usual–tired, maybe, or something worse.
“I’m not kicking you out of your own bed,” I said, managing a small smile that didn’t quite stick.
He shrugged. “I’ve slept on worse.”
I hesitated, then crossed the room and set my bag down near the foot of the bed. The sheets smelled faintly of cedar and something
clean–like rain on stone.
When I turned back, Zayn was leaning against the wall, arms crossed Watching me, but not in the way that made my skin prickle. More like he was trying to convince himself I was really standing there.
“You don’t have to keep watch,” I said quietly. “I’ll be fine.”
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He didn’t answer at first. His eyes flicked toward the window, then back to me. “I don’t think I could sleep anyway.”
I sat down on the edge of the bed. “Then at least sit. You’re making the nervous standing there like a sentry.”
After a beat, he pushed off the wall and crossed the room, sitting at the far edge of the mattress, careful to keep a respectful
distance. The silence between us stretched, not uncomfortable exact–just… full.
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Neither of us spoke for a while. The rain outside had picked up, tapping steadily against the glass.
Finally, I said softly, “You can sleep here too, you know.”
He looked at me, brow furrowed slightly. “Aurora-”
“It’s fine,” I interrupted, voice barely above a whisper. “It’s a big bed. And I don’t want to be alone right now.”
For a second, he didn’t move. Then he exhaled slowly and shifted, lying back, leaving just enough space between us that the air felt
charged but not suffocating.
The lights were still off. Only the rain and the faint hum of the city bled through the quiet.
I lay there staring up at the ceiling, feeling every heartbeat like a drum under my ribs.
I could feel him beside me–his warmth, the steady rhythm of his breath, the tension in his body like he was fighting something
unseen.
“Zayn,” I said softly.
He turned his head, eyes finding mine in the dim light. “Yeah?”
The words I wanted to say tangled somewhere behind my throat.
Thank you.
Don’t go.
I’m scared.
But what came out instead was, “I don’t understand any of this.”
He didn’t answer right away. Just reached out, slow and uncertain, until his fingers brushed mine. A quiet, careful touch.
“You don’t have to,” he said quietly. “Not tonight.”
The sound of it–soft, steady–was enough to undo me a little.
I turned toward him, and before I could think better of it, my hand found its way to his jaw. His skin was warm under my fingertips, rough where his stubble caught the light.
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He froze, eyes flicking from mine to my mouth and back again.
Something in the space between us shifted.
I didn’t know who moved first. Maybe both of us.
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But when our lips met, it wasn’t rushed. It wasn’t even really a kiss at first–just the kind of touch that happens when words aren’t
enough anymore.
It deepened, slowly, almost hesitantly, until the world outside stopped existing.
When he pulled back just enough to breathe, his forehead rested against mine. His chest rose and fell unevenly.
Zayn’s hand brushed against my jaw, rough fingertips tracing lightly over my skin like he was making sure I was really there. He was so close I could feel the warmth of his breath, the way it caught when he exhaled.
And then he leaned in again.
It wasn’t sudden or rushed–just slow, almost careful. Like he was giving me a chance to stop him.
I didn’t.
When our lips met again, it wasn’t about wanting. It was about needing–something steady, something real in the middle of all the
chaos.
He kissed me like he was holding something back. Every touch was soft but tense, full of things he wasn’t saying.
And then, just when I thought he was pulling away, he didn’t.
He stayed close–his face brushing against mine, his breath warm against my skin. The moment stretched out, and that’s when I felt
A tear.
It slid down from his cheek to my neck–hot, real, completely out of place.
He didn’t move.
Didn’t try to explain.
Just whispered, barely audible, “I’m so sorry.”
I froze.
It wasn’t the kind of sorry people say when they bump into you or screw up once. It was deeper. The kind that comes from guilt you
can’t shake.
I wanted to ask why. What he meant. But the look on his face stopped me.
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His eyes were closed, jaw tight, breathing uneven. Like if I said anything, he’d fall apart.
So I didn’t.
I just reached up and brushed my thumb against his cheek, wiping the tear that never should’ve fallen in the first place.
Neither of us said another word after that.
He stayed there, close enough that I could feel his heartbeat under my hand.
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