Chapter 206
Aurora
His last words hung in the air–thick, heavy, full of something that felt too big for the four walls of his room.
From now on, Aurora… I’m not letting anything take you from me. Not my father. Not Zade. Not the legacy. No one.”
For a moment, I just stared at him. Not breathing. Not blinking. Not sure I even remembered how.
All the things he said…
All the things he felt…
It all crashed into me at once.
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My chest tightened, sharp and sudden, like an invisible fist had wrapped around my lungs and squeezed. The warmth in the room suddenly felt suffocating. My vision blurred at the edges. Not tears-
emotion.
Too much, too fast, too deep.
I sucked in a breath, but it didn’t feel like air reached my lungs.
Zayn’s expression changed instantly. The confidence, the heat, the determination–all of it vanished in one panicked blink.
“Rory?” His voice was barely a whisper, terrified.
He leaned forward, hands hovering like he didn’t know where to touch. “Aurora–hey–look at me. What’s wrong? Talk to me. Baby,
breathe-
I shook my head, pressing a hand to my sternum. “I am breathing,” whispered, but it came out thin, strained. “I’m just- I don’t
know–1-”
My eyes burned, my throat closed, and suddenly there were hot tears slipping down my cheeks before I even realized I was crying.
His face collapsed.
“Shit–Rory–don’t–fuck–come here,”
He reached for me, slow at first, like he was afraid I’d break apart if he moved too fast.
And maybe I would.
He pulled me gently into him, one arm around my back, the other cupping the back of my head like I was something precious he
didn’t know how to hold without hurting.
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I didn’t sob.
I didn’t break down.
I just… trembled.
Quietly.
Painfully.
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Like everything inside me was too loud.
He didn’t speak at first, Just held me, his cheek pressed to my hair, breathing unsteady against my temple–like my panic was
crawling under his skin.
“Rory,” he finally whispered, voice cracking, “tell me what you’re feeling. I can’t help you if you don’t tell me.”
That was almost worse.
Because the truth was…
I didn’t know how to say it.
I didn’t know how to put into words the fear, the anger, the longing, the confusion, the ache of losing him, and the deeper ache of
still wanting him-
And suddenly, the question that had been clawing at the back of my mind slipped out.
Small.
Shaky.
Barely a breath.
“What happens… if I reject you?”
Zayn froze.
Every part of him went still–his breath, his hands, even his heartbeat seemed to stutter against my cheek.
Slowly… slowly… he pulled back just enough to look at me.
His expression was raw.
Like the question physically hurt him.
“Don’t,” he whispered. Not angry. Not demanding. Just… pleading. urora, please don’t ask me that.”
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“I need to know,” I said weakly, wiping my face with the sleeve of his hoodie. “If this is real–if what you’re saying is real–then I need to understand what it means. What rejecting you would do.”
His jaw flexed, like he was fighting words.
Finally, he exhaled–long, shaky, defeated.
“It would hurt,” he said quietly.
“That’s not an answer.”
He closed his eyes. “It’s the only one I can give.”
“Zayn-”
“Aurora.” His voice broke on my name. “Rejection isn’t just telling me to get out of your life. It’s…” He swallowed hard. “It’s ripping a bond that already exists. It doesn’t just go away. It… damages.”
My stomach dropped.
“Damages what?”
“Me,” he whispered. “My wolf. My magic. My mind. Everything.”
I stared at him, breath shaking, heart pounding painfully.
“Zayn… I didn’t mean-
“I know,” he said, brushing a thumb under my eye. “I know you weren’t threatening it. You’re scared. You’re overwhelmed. I feel all
of it.”
His forehead rested lightly against mine. “But hearing you ask… it felt like someone cut me open.”
My breath hitched. “I’m sorry.”
“Don’t apologize,” he murmured. “Just… don’t say that again unless you truly mean it.”
Silence settled.
Soft.
Fragile.
Outside, snow was still falling–quiet, endless.
Inside, he held my face like he was afraid to let go.
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“I need to know,” I said weakly, wiping my face with the sleeve of his hoodie. “If this is real–if what you’re saying is real–then I
need to understand what it means. What rejecting you would do.”
His jaw flexed, like he was fighting words.
Finally, he exhaled–long, shaky, defeated.
“It would hurt,” he said quietly.
“That’s not an answer.”
He closed his eyes. “It’s the only one I can give.”
“Zayn-”
“Aurora.” His voice broke on my name. “Rejection isn’t just telling me to get out of your life. It’s…” He swallowed hard. “It’s ripping
a bond that already exists. It doesn’t just go away. It… damages.”
My stomach dropped.
“Damages what?”
“Me,” he whispered. “My wolf. My magic. My mind. Everything.”
I stared at him, breath shaking, heart pounding painfully.
“Zayn… I didn’t mean-”
“I know,” he said, brushing a thumb under my eye. “I know you weren’t threatening it. You’re scared. You’re overwhelmed. I feel all
of it.”
His forehead rested lightly against mine. “But hearing you ask… it felt like someone cut me open.”
My breath hitched. “I’m sorry.”
“Don’t apologize,” he murmured. “Just… don’t say that again unless you truly mean it.”
Silence settled.
Soft.
Fragile.
Outside, snow was still falling–quiet, endless.
Inside, he held my face like he was afraid to let go.

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