Chapter 145 What the Lamb Already Did
Because in the kind of life they’d lived, claiming things had been fine was the real lie. Silence stretched between them.
Maya reached out, her voice going gentle. “Hey, come on. I didn’t come here to go after you. Everything that happened before was literally a different lifetime for both of us.
“Don’t overthink it. I never look back.
“Want a hug?”
Lawrence didn’t hesitate. He wrapped his arms around her and held on tight.
He was still in a complete daze, his heart knotted up, fighting the urge to shake apart.
He wanted to say something. Anything. In a moment like this, anything would do.
“The people who hurt us back then…”
He seemed steadier now. His voice was a little more grounded than before. “Do you still hate them?”
If she was being honest?
“Yeah.”
Maya didn’t hesitate.
She’d hated most people. There’d been a stretch of time where she didn’t love anyone at all. Just pure, clean hatred.
The first thing she noticed about a person was whether they were a threat. For a long time, socializing wasn’t about making connections. It was about assessing risk.
She’d resented almost everyone, including this bargain-bin little brother of hers.
If anyone wanted something from her, they’d better give her something first. Otherwise, she’d drop them without blinking.
She genuinely didn’t spend much time thinking about the past. Good people, bad people, none of it mattered. In this new life, all of it was behind her.
“I hate them too.” Lawrence’s thoughts finally seemed to settle. “But you’ve got a new life now. Holding onto hate just makes you miserable. So leave all that to me.”
Maya reached over and pinched his cheek.
Not chubby at all. Bony. Dry.
What a waste. All that soft baby fat from when he was little, completely gone.
“You’re right,” Maya said. “Hate is pointless. But if I run into any of those people, I’m not letting it go.”
She was still the grudge-holding type, deep down.
“That’s my business, though. What about you? Can you honestly tell me you’re okay right now?” She studied him, calm and steady.
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