There’s a difference.
Tired you can fix with sleep.
This one?
You carry it.
I got home late.
Did the usual.
Checked on the kids.
They were asleep.
Ava curled up neatly like she always is.
Et somehow diagonally across the bed like he owns space.
I adjusted their blankets.
Stood there for a second longer than necessary.
Then left.
By 11pm, I was finally in bed.
Lights off.
Room quiet.
Phone in my hand.
I was scrolling without seeing anything.
Just… moving my thumb.
Then my phone buzzed.
Marcus.
Hi babes, so I have a gist for you.
I groaned softly and rubbed my face.
“Not tonight…” I muttered.
But I still opened it.
Because it’s Marcus.
And with him, ignoring messages feels… wrong.
I replied with a sticker.
What’s up
Then added,
I really need to rest rn
The typing bubble popped up almost immediately.
Then disappeared.
Then came back.
Then-
I saw Dave.
I sat up.
Just like that.
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A faint exhale.
“But he asked about you.”
My brows pulled together.
“What did you say?” I whispered, even though he couldn’t hear me.
“And I told him the truth,” Marcus said.
Another pause.
“I said you’re important to me.”
Silence.
Just for a second.
Then-
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“And he said… ‘She always was.
opped the voice note.
Just stared at my screen.
Then I pressed play again.
Because I needed to hear the rest.
“That was it, really,” Marcus finished. “Nothing else happened. No drama. No tension you could point at.”
A small shift in his tone.

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