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“It’s alright, sweetheart. Whatever’s going on, I’m here for you.
Always.”
Her words seemed to reach him. Kevin’s small hands smoothed
out the wrinkled drawing.
Madeleine glanced at it, remembering Nanette’s earlier
remarks. A wave of discomfort swept through her.
But Kevin pointed with his chubby finger and explained, “This is Dad, this is me, and this…
“This is you, Mommy.”
Madeleine’s breath caught.
She stared at the figure on the page, her eyes wide with
disbelief.
She almost thought she had misheard.
Kevin had called that figure “Mom.”
“Say that again, Kev,” she whispered, her voice trembling.
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Kevin sniffled, his voice soft but clear. “It’s me, Daddy, and
Mommy walking together. You’re holding my hand, and we’re on
the street.”
“Oh, my…”
Madeleine’s heart swelled, a rush of emotion crashing over her.
Tears pricked her eyes as she pulled Kevin into a fierce hug, her
arms wrapping around him tightly.
“Baby, I knew you had me in your heart,” she murmured, her
voice thick with love.
She squeezed him so hard that Kevin squirmed, gasping,
“Mommy… I can’t breathe…”
Madeleine laughed, loosening her grip with an embarrassed
smile.
“Oops, sorry, sweetheart. I got carried away. I was so happy… I
thought you saw me as some dark, scary thing in your heart.”
Kevin’s cheeks flushed, and he shook his head frantically.
“No, no, Mommy’s not scary! You’re not…”
His voice faltered. He knew she’d seen his earlier drawings–the
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ones that had painted a far harsher picture.
Tears spilled over again, splashing onto Madeleine’s hand.
“Oh, Kev, don’t cry,” she said, gently wiping his cheeks.
“What’s wrong, honey?”
“Mommy,” Kevin sobbed, his shoulders shaking. “Did you see
those other drawings? Are you mad at me? Do you… not like me
anymore?”
Madeleine froze, her heart breaking as she realized the source of his pain.
His tears kept coming, endless, no matter how much she wiped
them away.
“I’ll never draw again,” Kevin hiccuped, his voice small and
broken. “I’m sorry, Mommy. I didn’t mean to make you sad.”
“Kev,” Madeleine said, her tone soft but firm, carrying a quiet
strength.
“Stop crying for a second and look at me, okay?”
Kevin sniffled, forcing his teary eyes to meet hers. His little body still trembled, but he tried so hard to hold back the sobs,
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his effort both funny and heart–wrenching.
“Sweetheart, I completely understand why you drew those
things before,” Madeleine said, brushing away another tear.
“It’s not your fault. It’s mine–for not being the mom you
needed, for not making you feel safe.”
Kevin clung to her sleeve, his small hands trembling.
“But… I made you look so scary.”
“Because I was harsh with you back then, wasn’t I?”
Madeleine pulled him close, patting his back gently. “I promise,
from now on, I’ll smile more. I’ll play with you and be there for
you. How’s that sound?”
Kevin’s eyes lit up, and he nodded eagerly, burrowing into her
embrace.
Then, as if remembering something, he lifted his head. “But Dr.
Clark said…”
Madeleine’s expression sharpened, though she quickly
softened it.
“What did Dr. Clark say, honey?”
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Kevin hesitated, biting his lip.
It was a secret, one he’d promised not to share. But this was his
mom.
“Dr. Clark said… you don’t like me. She said I should stay with
her instead.”
Madeleine’s heart plummeted, a cold fury rising in her chest.
She forced it down, keeping her voice gentle. “Do you believe
her, Kev?”
He shook his head, nuzzling closer. “No… you hugged me so
many times today. You said you’d play with me…”
“That’s right,” Madeleine said, kissing the top of his head. “No
matter what anyone says, always remember: Mommy loves you
more than anything.”
Outside the door, Roderick stood frozen, having overheard
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