One More Chance novel Chapter 64

~~~Sadness has me at the end of the line. Helpless, I watched you break this heart of mine. And all you have to do was apologize and mean it, but you didn't say you're sorry, I don't understand. You don't care that you hurt me. You didn't love me enough, my heart may never mend. And you'll never get to love me, it's too late, it's over now~~~

-Nina Garrido-

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I turned around to open the door to my room but to my surprise, he grabbed my hand again and what he did next was kinda shocked me.

A loud gasped escaped my lips as he pressed me against the wall before capturing my lips. He kissed me hard and aggressively that almost leaves me short of breath.

My eyes widened in shock and confusion. I tried to push him, but he was too strong that he didn't even move, instead, he held my waist and drew me closer to him.

Our chest made a hard impact as they collided and caused me to moan in pain, which he took as an opportunity to invade my mouth and kissed me deeply and hungrily.

I really wanted to shout at that moment, push him and get away from his grip, but it's all useless as he held the back of my head to angle his lips. His other hand also started roaming on my back, touching and kneading my skin up and down.

After a few seconds, I just found myself responding to his kiss. I know I'm not drunk, but I couldn't explain as to why my heart and soul wanted what's happening between me and Luke at the moment, despite how my mind screaming at me to stop. They seemed drunker than my body and sanity.

The moment I responded to his kiss, he seemed to be stunned for a few seconds, but then the kiss continued. I melted into his embrace that caused my legs to wobble and turned them like jelly. But to my surprise, he put his knee in between my legs and held me still to support my weight.

I threw my hands around his neck and closed my eyes, returning his hungry kisses as demanding as he does. It has been a long time since I felt his embrace, his kiss and the unexplained excitement that surged my body. The warmth of his touch seemed like electricity flowing through my veins down to my spine that slowly bringing life to my already cold blood.

An exciting moan escaped my lips when he pulled me closer to his body. I held my breath when he leaned down. His lips kissing their way down to my throat as he bites the skin of my neck and on the blade of my shoulder, leaving them red bruised-like marks.

I was standing there in the hallway, in front of my room, kissing my husband back and was getting close to losing my sanity, but suddenly I froze.

I froze when I heard him moan and all of a sudden all the hurtful scenes and memories of him with her came back to me. My mouth hung open, gasping for air as the tears began to form around my eyes.

And that pulled me back to my senses. I didn't wait for a second and pushed him that almost make him lose his balance.

"No!" I uttered, still chasing my breath.

The frown on his forehead showed how shocked he was by my actions, but I shook my head and stared at him as the tears already rolled down my face. It wasn't just the memories that came back, but also the pain. I didn't know that the most painful goodbye is that even if you haven't heard it yet, but your heart already felt it.

"No... no! We can't do this! I can't do this! Not now and maybe not anymore!"

I said, wiping my neck with my hands as if his kiss and the touch of his lips were some kind of disgusting germs left on my skin.

"Sam---"

"I can't do this! I can still see you in my head, holding her, kissing her, caressing every inch of her and I can't let it go! I don't know what I did to you, Luke for you to punish me like this."