Kate
It is almost a month since Alex become a little civil with me... he has his moment but then he apologized for his behavior n I feel sad for him something.... Alex every night came to my room n we have a mind blowing sex but after sex he become so distant like he become that Alex... of which im scared n hate... he never said anything just leave the bed immediately n
Went to his room without a glance... those moments kill me.... and in my silly mind im still trying to win alex heart for Me n my baby but I know people like my father n Alex never change their mind...
One night Alex was in my room , after intense lovemaking I fall to Alex chest , his eyes was closed but he was not sleeping n he was breathing loudly and at that moment the baby kick , Alex become so rigid n tense that I can feel at any moment he will explode, he gently remove me and picked his clothes but I don't want him to go
I said ' Alex can you stay for a moment ,I me after that you can go to your room '
He sighs loudly n replied ' Kate , its late'
I said ' But...
He said ' kate plz ... don't make this awkward ... I told you before that dont expect something else just because we are sleeping together ... I have been honest n clear to you ... didn't I?'
I sadly replied ' Yes Alex , Im sorry '
He looked a little guilty n just giving me a nod he left
And now im cooking breakfast n the household staff is cleaning the rooms since Alex mom n alex cuzns are coming to meet us...
I have an appointment today with the doctor n she said I should also bring Alex cause she thinks husband should be more involved in the pregnancy but how can I tell her my case to her... but im stupid girl who amways hope , that may be alex go with me ... emma was eating n blabbing something ... Alex was eating his breakfast n reading newspaper ... I thought I should start conversation with something normal
I said ' Alex ...so when your parents n cuzn are coming ? .... so that I can look after their room n prepared food before'
He replied ' umm I guess around 8 but I don't think so they will stay ... they will have a dinner.... martha the cook she knows very well how to prepare dinner for no of people so you just relax'
I said ' Alex I loved to cook... n secondly I can take martha help If I become tired but you said no of people ...who else is coming'
He said' well I forget to tell you my uncle n aunty with their daughter is coming but since uncle sam has become friends with your dad so I n my father thought to called your parents too'
I become little nervouse when ever I think will meet my parents 'oh '
He said ' don't worry about it... I have already talked to your dad about your situation n well he is not happy but thats the statement of the year ... well try to avoid him n any thing that make you feel that can create scene'
I looked so uncomfortable right now not only im meeting Alex family so personally but my parent's know about my pregnancy... n now I have to tell him about the appointment
I said ' Alex there is something else too... actually today is my appointment in noon , my doctor says that she wants you to come too... she wants to discuss something ... I know you r busy but is it possible you can come I will really appreciate that may be today we know the sex of the baby.'... I said it with a shaky smile
Alex replied annoyingly ' Kate ... what should I do with your appointment... I told you multiple time don't expect anything from me... you want this baby not me ...if you need money then I ask that not something I can't commit'
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