Kate
I was almost finished with the dinner preparation with the help of martha but the dessert was left to assembled ... it was tiramisu I thought I should get ready first then even guest arrived it can be arranged at that moment..... I went to my room n quickly take a shower after shower I picked a sea green dress with blue flowers I finished my look with a golden belt ... I lightly put some make up ... the toughest part was my hair .... I don't know how to tame or set them at this short moment .... since its quite long so I thought a braid with twist of french n fish tail will go with some hair falling out from the front .... I was almost finished with my hair when I heard my room was knocked ... I turned to saw it was Alex dressed in casual clothes with blue jeans n grey shirt n cuffs were fold which make him looked more hot...
I said ' hi ...when did you came?'
He replied ' just 10 min a go... I want to tell you Shawn n his fiancee racheal will be coming tonight ... I hope you don't mind ..
I replied 'ofcourse not ... he is your friend he can came any time he want'
He looked uncomfortable about something but then n said
'you looked radiant ... this dress brings the most outstanding shine in your eyes'
I shyly smiled ' thanks... I was really nervous but you put me in ease'
He looked unease about something ... I have a bet it has something to do with the morning ... but I wont mention it I don't want to embarrassed my self again n again ... his guilt is his own doing...
I bent down to retrieve the shoes but since my stomach was making it difficult for me I hold the dresser n try to bend again ... Alex hold me by waist n told me to hold on he picked my shoes n then he make me sit in the near couch n then he picked my foot n start putting it on my feet
I said ' Alex what are you doing ... it doesn't looked good... I will do it'
He replied ' Shhh ... it looks very good from where im seeing ..
After putting up my shoes I try to get up but Alex stop me by putting his hand on my leg n then bending towards my body
He said ' I wished no one come today so that I can unwrap this dress n get lost in you ... but I promise tonight im going to do all the stuff which I have in my mind when in saw you ...'
I was blushing ... when Alex start kissing my mouth ' my jaw ' my neck n start playing with my breast...
He looked to me n says ' kate im very difficult person n a very egoistic bastard ... I told you I don't think before I speak... but this thing between us is passionate n electrified ... so this is the only language I know to rectify my action .... you understand that plz'
Now I understand his why he is so affectionate towards me .... he feel guilty about this morning.... these moments give me stupid hopes about us n our unborn baby... should I tell him that we are having a girl ? ... but his words from morning was so clear that he is not interested so left that information
I put my hands on his face n said ' Alex I understand.... we should be going '
He replied' yeah we should but before we go ... I want to tell you again dont get nervous especially from your father ..... I don't know how im going to sound but appearance means alot in our world don't say or do anything which you think can create a scene... I hope you get that'
I replied sadly because like my father he also think I Wil disappointment him... ' Alex I will try my best not to embarrassed you.... today I will act as my best'
He uncomfortable looked at me n just node
We both stand n move towards door...
Emma was having her dinner cause I dont want to spoil her routine just because of the guests .....
The door bell rang it was shawn n his beautiful fiancee... she greet me with a huge smile n hug me
She said ' shawn told me alot about you.. n you looked so beautiful n glowing'
No one ever was so affectionate towards me with the first meeting I was little shocked with I give her a smile n thanked her..... then after few minutes my parents came... my parents first they come hugged Alex n emma .... I hesitantly moved to greet them... Mom just looked to me I moved to hug her but looked my stomach n turn her face ..... my face was red .... when I moved to greet my father n try to give him a hug he stop me by holding my arms tightly .....
N said ' oh oh... so you have prove to be your mother daughter ..... she will be so proud that you trapped a good looking n rich guy by getting pregnant ... but people like you forget that they never get the respect n love in the society.... when Alex told me about your pregnancy I was so shocked n angry but when he told us he doesn't want to do anything with this marriage n with this baby .... it gives us a satisfaction that you people cannot win us'
I was now silently crying n try to give him a sad smile ... his words still hurt but ALEX told him about that he doesn't want my baby totally breaks me...
Alex came n he looked embarrassed about the things my father said ...he said' Ryan I think you should not talk about this we had an discussion about this and you know everything so plz keep it civil in front of other guest'
Father said ' civil n with her... she is a disappointment, she never give a single happiness in my life , n now you r going to see how she will embarrassed you in front of your guests ... she has no social standing n manners'
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