Scarred Alphas by Norisha May novel Chapter 23

Chapter 23 

I don’t think I want to go all the way until I am officially mated. But to be honest, Colt 

makes it really hard to wait. 

His l*ps travel down my n*eck, leaving k*sses 

everywhere his l*ps touch. 

“Mh, let me show you something new. He slides 

down until his head is on my 

abdomen. 

“What are you… 

” 

He unbuttons and unzips my 

pants 

 

“Colt, don’t.” 

“We are not going all the way. And I have seen you n*ked before, Cass.” He says. 

“It is still embarrassing,” I say. 

“Why? You have a gorgeous b*dy.” 

“Ugly scars and all?” I ask 

him. 

He responds with another 

question. “Do you care about 

MY scars?” 

“Not one bit,” I say. 

“And neither do I. Now, quiet 

down baby girl. Stop 

complaining and use that 

mouth to moan for me.” 

My stomach goes in knots when he says this. 

This is also when I notice 

that I am down to my underwear. As he goes to 

pull them down, I quickly hold them up from the top edge. 

“No.” 

“Fine. I don’t need to take 

them off,” he says. 

Suddenly, My legs are spread apart. He holds them up to where he is facing my cooch, 

as Lauren sometimes called 

1. it. 

“C–Colt…” I say with worry. 

I almost don’t feel him pulling my underwear to the side. When I do feel it, my first reaction is to try to take his hand away but before I can, he immediately latches his mouth to my entrance without warning. 

I moan with a jolt and my b*dy jerks. 

“Colt!” I moan out. 

But now my mind is blank as 

I feel his tongue move. 

“OH MY GO- MH!” 

I can’t think. I don’t want 

him to stop ever but the sensation is so strong that 

my hand tries to push his head away. He holds both of my hands with one of his and the other holds me by 

the thigh so that my b*dy 

doesn’t move away. 

“Mh!” I can’t do anything else but moan uncontrollably. 

I can feel his l*ps move as if he were k*ssing my own mouth. His tongue dances in 

circles inside and out of me. 

It feels so soft and gentle but 

he sometimes alternates to a 

fast pace. 

He still holds my hands though I stop fighting it. I 

don’t want him to stop. He 

sucks licks and k*sses and 

soon I feel like I am about to 

explode with so much pleasure. 

Oh my! What is this? It feels 

so good! 

“Mh…Ah!…Colt!” 

My toes curl and my legs shake as a wave of pure delight rushes through my 

core. My back arches and my 

face twists with a pleasurable expression. All I can think about is how good it feels. 

After one big moan, all I can give are small whimpers of pleasure. 

He finally pulls away and moves my underwear back in place. 

“Delicious,” he mutters. His 

voice is so low and s*xy. 

“You…made me come undone…” I whisper with my eyes closed. I am still coming down from that experience 

and I can’t think straight. 

“Oh I made you come alright but this is nothing compared to what I am going to do to you when I am able to have you completely.” 

I feel him on top of me now. 

I open my eyes to see his beautiful eyes flicker as he 

stares into mine. 

“I am going to make you not want anyone else ever again.” He whispers. 

I think he has already accomplished that. 

I close my eyes again to continue to savor this feeling 

of euphoria that comes after -what I presume was- an 

orgasm. 

I feel him k*ssing my cheeks and then sliding down my n*eck. I can smell him, he 

smells like me. Like my own 

scent. 

He k*sses my n*eck and nibbles. “I want to mark you so badly, Cass…” He whispers, his breath tickling my skin. 

That’s when my eyes finally open. “But you are not,” I say. 

“No. Not until you want me to.” He lifts himself up and 

lies next to me. “We still have 

not talked about this. Is this 

what you want? You know 

what I want, I’ve made it 

clear. But what do you want?” 

He asks. 

I prop myself to the side, facing him with my hand 

and elbow supporting my head. 

“If I am honest, I haven’t 

given it much thought. Everything has been happening so fast.” 

He stays quiet and just 

listens. 

“A year ago…actually, even a few weeks ago all I would have wanted was for you to 

stay away from me. 

But…now… 

“Now…” He repeats. 

“You’ve been through a lot 

and I can see that you have changed. I like the man you are now. If I can choose a 

mate, then it would be you but that doesn’t take away 

the fear…the what ifs. And I 

also don’t like the idea of 

being…Luna.” 

He smiles as if he is seeing something in me that I don’t. 

“You are so cute…” 

I roll my eyes. “Are you even listening to me?” 

He chuckles. “Of course, I am listening to you. And that is why you would make such a 

great Luna. Because you 

don’t want to be. You won’t 

be in it for status, for the 

position, or anything vain like that. As Luna, you could make a difference. Imagine our pack having a good 

Luna. A Luna who cares 

about everyone equally.” 

“Who said I care.” I look away 

trying to act like I don’t give 

a damn but he sees right 

through me. 

“You do,” he states. 

I turn around giving my back to him, muttering complaints. He hugs me from behind, then gives me a big k*ss on the cheek, and whispers. 

“When you are sure of what you want, let me know. 

And a plus, if I mark you and you mark me, it will break the bond with Ezra since you 

both are not marked. No 

need for rejection. That’s 

tempting, right?” 

I giggle. “Very tempting,” I say but then frown. “But…if I 

did that…there is a chance that he could go feral, right?” 

He sighs. “Yes. In my case, since I was marked and so 

was Skye…when I accepted the rejection and broke the bond…the pain…it was unlike anything I had ever felt. It lasted for two agonizing days. I was on the brink of death. I really don’t know 

how I came out of it but I 

did. It won’t be the same for 

you. If I mark 

you 

while you 

guys have the fated mate 

bond there is a chance he 

could go crazy, death has 

been unheard of. He’d go 

feral and probably come after you. It is rare but you 

and I both know that he is 

already not thinking rationally.” 

I nod. That is exactly what I 

was thinking. Ezra is already not acting right. 

“I guess he inherited my 

mom’s crazy side,” he 

mutters. 

I nod. “I might loathe the 

guy but…I don’t want to 

cause him to go crazy.” 

“And you say you don’t 

care…” He squeezes me and 

then k*sses me. 

I want to complain about 

what he said but I don’t. 

“And I get it. Ezra is my brother and deep down I 

don’t want to hurt him either 

but he really doesn’t deserve you. He made the biggest mistake of his life treating you as he did.” He suddenly puts a hand under my chin 

and makes me look back at 

him. 

“I know I was not good to 

you either, Cass. I know it 

fully well. But I will never treat you like that ever again. I promise you.” 

I respond to him with a big 

smile. “How in the world did 

you turn out like this?” 

“Like what?” 

“So…sweet?” I really don’t 

know how to put it into 

words. 

“Well…here’s the kicker.” He 

gets close to my ear and 

whispers. “I am only like this with you. Everyone else gets 

my “angry I hate everyone” 

side.” 

I laugh and nod. “I saw that side with your brothers and 

sister.” 

“My family can really get on my nerves. Other than my dad, they just don’t know what we are up against and what is at stake. My mom has 

kept them in this little 

bubble catering to them and 

treating them like they are 

untouchable.” He sighs and starts to get up. “Anyway, let’s get ready. I want to take you 

“Oh, where to?” 

“Let’s go eat first and then 

wherever you want to go.” 

An hour later, we are in a 

restaurant and I am eating 

the best piece of steak I have ever had in my life. 

“You really like that, huh?” he 

asks. 

“Is it that obvious?” 

“Yeah, you didn’t make these many expressions or moan 

so much when I was eating you.” He winks.