Heather felt her heart twist with an inexplicable sense of guilt and she turned to look at Matthias in frustration. She hadn’t been mocking him earlier, but he was making it sound as though she had deemed him unworthy, and perhaps his over-the-top reaction had something to do with his fragile pride.
“Look, I don’t know why you fell for me in the first place, but I hope you can understand that we are incompatible. You know as well as I do that nothing good could ever come from such incompatibility.” She needed to cajole him by breaking things down logically, but she had a feeling that her words were falling on deaf ears.
“Does compatibility truly matter when it comes to falling in love?” Matthias retorted defiantly. Love would not be quite so infuriating if one could make a rational choice on whom to fall in love with.
“Maybe it doesn’t for others, but it does to me. It’s pointless to be in a relationship if I can’t see a future with the person. I need to know that the person is someone whom I could spend the rest of my life with,” she explained, giving him a contemplative look as she did so. Heather was more concerned about equality than she was about love—the relationship would be futile if there was a lack of compatibility between the couple, or if one of them was better than the other.
“How would you know that I’m not that person you could spend forever with? You’ve come to that conclusion before you even gave us a shot. I’m not a fickle person, Heather, and if I’ve made up my mind to be together with you, then I’m in it for the long haul.” Matthias disagreed with the reason behind her rejection of him, and he couldn’t help but feel indignant. She is convinced that forever would never work out for us and she refuses to give us a chance.
“You and I are two peas in a pod—we have far too much pride for our own good. I’d cross your line and you’d hurt my pride. Besides, we’re both too headstrong and competitive to ever make things work out between us.” Once upon a time, Heather had thought about looking for someone who shared her qualities as well but that notion was sanded down to nothing over the years, and she realized that she would much rather be with somebody who could complement her.
“If you and I are the same, then why shouldn’t we be together?” He was baffled by her argument, much like how she was by his.
“I don’t want to talk about this anymore. I’m going home now,” she declared. She didn’t want to dawdle in the car either. It didn’t seem fair that she had to become collateral damage to his insanity.
Matthias, on the other hand, was adamantly clinging onto his rhetoric. He was sure that Heather had feelings for him, however little they might be, which meant that he still stood a chance with her. “I hope you’d consider what I’ve said today. Chemistry and affection are the tenets of a relationship, and you shouldn’t have to think about anything else when you make your decision,”
She merely hummed in response, impassive as she made to barrel out of the car. She could not spend another moment with him in this car, not while it was idling right outside the Langston Residence.
Matthias, too, did not stop Heather as she opened the door and stepped out of the car. She cast him a sideways glance. She had thought she knew him well enough but as it turned out, they were as good as strangers. After a series of calamitous events, she learned that there was a depth to him that she had yet to explore.
Presently, Heather straightened as she walked through the front door of her family home. Knowing that Matthias was staring at her from where he sat in the car, she refused to turn around. Out of all the possible scenarios that she had imagined might happen between them, his affection for her was not one of them.
After all, who could ever love an enemy? Her head was close to bursting and Robert appeared to have played a central part in her current predicament. At the thought of this, Heather recalled something important—she must demand an explanation from Robert for the incident today.
With that in mind, she quickened her pace and made a beeline for his study, knowing that he would be there brushing up his fine arts at this hour.
The door to the study slammed open with violent force, and a somber Heather marched into the room with the purpose of confronting her grandfather.
However, Robert was not angry at her intrusion and instead, he beamed at her as he greeted cheerily, “Heather!” Upon hearing that, she cringed, finding his disposition a suspicious one.
“You owe me an explanation, Grandpa,” she said stonily. Judging from the way he had acted earlier today, it was clear that he had plans to set her up with Matthias.
She hoped that she was reading too much into the situation but if Robert were to start putting his foot into this, things would only get messier. He had basically cleared a path for Matthias and if the latter was free to pursue her, she would only have a much harder time avoiding him.
“An explanation for what?” he asked, and she was angered that the older man was feigning innocence even now.
Irritated, she demanded, “Why did you suddenly agree to partner up with the Locke Group? And why did you invite him over in the first place?” She wanted nothing more than to leave the Langston Group at that moment.
If her family were to start working together with the Locke Group, then it would only give Matthias the chance to pester her by visiting her daily at the Langston Group under the guise of a blooming partnership.
Unable to imagine such a happenstance, Heather silently vowed to leave the company should Robert really have plans on pushing her and Matthias together.
“There’s been a change of circumstances that warrants the proposal of a partnership,” the old man answered straightforwardly, having thought of a response beforehand.
Puzzled, she pressed further, “What happened to taking advantage of the strife?” It was strange that Robert would abandon his initial plans without notice after all the time he had spent curating them, and it looked like he had made up his mind on it too.
“I’m afraid that’s no longer a viable option, seeing as we can no longer stand on the sidelines. It would be ideal for us to form an allegiance with another in the industry before the Moriartys intervene, and you know that our family could never work together with the Hart Family, which leaves the Locke Group as our next best choice,” he explained slowly. However, as well-structured and sensible as his argument was, Heather still found herself completely dumbfounded by it.
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