"I want to hear his voice. I only want to hear his voice..."
Na knew the reason she had sounded so absurd and didn’t make any sense at all. It wasn’t even worth the trouble that she created for this whole realm by not destroying Decratic completely, to give that evil soul a chance to be revived again, only for her selfish and foolish wish to be able to see her loved one once again.
Since her and Decratic’s existences were tied together, if there was still a chance for the latter to be revived, so was for the former.
"I have known since the very beginning that the lycan is bad news for you," Rei said through his gritted teeth. He didn’t like the lycan, but he couldn’t do anything since Na looked so happy whenever she was with him, she looked so radiant and even more beautiful than she already was.
It almost looked like there was a whole starry sky in her eyes whenever she looked at that cursed creature.
Rei knew he had to stop her. He should have stopped her before it had been too late and the lycan affected her, but he had never thought the effect of that lycan would be so great on Na.
She literally took the risk of the world being destroyed, just for what? To hear his voice? To meet with him one more time? That was a measly excuse and wasn’t worth the risk at all.
However, at this point, that was absolutely not how Na felt about it. She was desperate and heartbroken, which led to the decline of her health, especially since she lost so much of her energy after a harsh war against Decratic.
It killed Rei to watch her die a little bit inside every second of her existence.
"If the time could be reversed and I have an option to choose not to meet with Lu, I will not take that." Na lifted her head and looked at Rei through her tears. "I am willing to go through hell just to meet with him again."
"NA!" Rei grabbed her shoulders and shook her weak body. "You are the Serafim! You shouldn’t have such feelings! Your heart should be pure and he introduced you to hatred, anger, vengeance and all the negative feelings you shouldn’t have!"
Na smiled sadly. Rei was right, as the Serafim, she shouldn’t have those kinds of feelings. "But, he made me happy." In her bland life, where she was demanded to be a forgiving person and not allowed to get angry no matter what, Lu was full of emotions.
He was like a batch of fireworks in the bland and calm night sky. Before Na could realize, she was drawn to his flames that burned so brightly. It was so fascinating to see how free his emotions were.
This feeling was something that no one could understand, nor could they give to her, since they respected her so much, it felt like a burden for Na.
"He turned you into someone that I don’t know," Rei said viciously, he let go of her shoulders, as if his palms were on fire.
"Maybe, you don’t know me to begin with," Na replied. She stared at Rei’s green eyes, the color was so beautiful, like moss, but right now those eyes were so dim. "The whole Serafim thing burdens me, Rei. I want to be treated normally and live a normal life..."
Rei’s jaw clenched tightly, his golden hair shone brightly under the light. Na complimented his hair color the first time they met.
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