Touching the Heart of Ace novel Chapter 2

I missed my big baby. I sniffled.

I missed hugging him so much.

I missed him pressed on my chest.

I missed his voice and his naughty hands.

I missed his steel grey eyes.

It was four in the morning. No matter how hard I tried I could not keep him out of mind especially when I was alone.

I dreamt of him, again.

I dreamt of us, again.

There was no more him, there was no more us.

But...

Jason really thought us talking would solve the problem.

What was there to talk?

He made his ??wife?? pregnant.

Even if we ever got to talking, she would still be pregnant.

I could ask him to leave her and be mine.

What if he said he would never leave her? I would be in hell of a pain.

But what if he would leave her, his pregnant wife, because I asked? I would be devastated to the point I would rather die.

An innocent baby who had not even born yet, and I was stealing the most important person in his life.

I sobbed.

Why was I in so much pain? Where did my anger go? Where did my determination to destroy him to ashes go?

I just missed him, so much.

If I ever got to be his again, I would not be able to pull away one more time.

I knew it.

I was surprised I could be away from him this long.

I did not want to compete against his kid for his attention.

And I would if given a chance.

Yes, I would.

Because I had.

I remembered what happened all those months ago.

His wife started a beauty clinic with the financial help of my mom. Mom was ecstatic that she was finally doing something that could be good for her own future.

Aunt Marie was against it and that created a huge family issue.

Finally, the amount was given as a loan.

Nevertheless, the shop was done and there was a huge inauguration.

Of course, ??the husband?? needed to be there.

What did I do?

I pulled every trick in my book to keep him with me.

He obviously spent the weekend with me in ??our?? hotel room.

Yes, he was showering me with his attention on me for those two days.

Yes, we did the dirty last night but I was irked he was leaving to his wife.

Yes, I knew he would get in big trouble with my mom if he skipped.

I was facing away from him naked and awake while he got dressed.

I could feel his stare on me.

I gently stretched my leg to the blanket and hooked it on my toes and tried to cover myself while purposely exposing my jewel.

He growled and pounced on me before I could execute all of my plan.

I ??demanded?? that I wanted to sleep.