I did not know when I had such a good night??s sleep. Especially after the nightmare which turned to a very... wet dream. I blushed without opening my eyes.
I was so comfy, I felt I was floating on clouds. I wanted to sleep some more, but I was well rested.
It was creepy, the first dream I had last night.
I woke up to a dimly lit room.
There were tail lights and everything was blurry which was making me even more confused. Where was I? I wanted to rub my eyes and clear my vision but I could not move my hands, I could not shift my body because something was tugging on my feet too.
What!!!
Where was I?
I was in the hotel room; I came here after dance class but why could not I move!!!
Calm down, Ace. This was a nightmare, nothing more.
But it felt so realistic. I was confused and worried.
Was that a picture of me? My vision was slowly clearing and there was an image of me on a monitor.
A projector, was displaying some video of me behind it.
But... There were hundreds of my photos in the wall too.
The monitor changed from my smiling one to a dance piece. What? I was practising in Hell??s studio for the solo street performance.
My laughter. I could hear my own laughter and voice, where was that coming?
I shivered.
Stop panicking Ace, you are in the hotel room sleeping.
Tiny tiny... tiny pictures were on the ceiling... all mine. I squeezed my eyes shut to calm my racing heart. It literally did nothing good and the darkness only encouraged the paranoia.
I opened them slowly expecting to see the closed door of my hotel room, but everything was wrong and vividly clear in this nightmare.
I tried to move my body and could only rise my upper body a bit and...
I was naked!
Naked!
What!!!
No... No!!! Please...
Did someone???
No... My giggles were heard on the right side of me. I could not calm myself. Please...
Robbie... Where are you? Help me!!!
Everything was fine.
No.... NOOOOOO... Nothing was fine. Someone was here and they tried to... They saw me naked... What did they want from me???
Robbie... Please, help me... Where are you???
Deep breaths...
Please.
??Rob... bie...?? I whimpered. I wanted him now... Only he was allowed to be with me that way... but someone else...
??ROBBIE.??
I could hear my own voice rising. I wanted him to hear me. Would he hear me? Where was I? Would he hear me if I scream harder?
??ROBBIEEEE...??
I sobbed. Why was he not coming for me? Big baby please, save me... Someone tried to...
Robbieeeeee... ??ROOOBBBIEEEE??
I heard movement near me and I screamed.
??STOP. Please don??t.??
I was panicking.
??ROBBIEEE...?? Someone was near me and they were watching me and I was naked. I did not like this. I hated this person was seeing me naked.
The silhouette moved and I cried harder.
??Robbie...please... help...help please...??
The man moved closer and I screamed harder. Where was my Robbie? He had to be here.
??Save me, Robbiee... Som...one is... here...??
??Shit!!!?? The person cussed and I screamed at him. ??Don??t touch me... Robbieeeee.... Where are you? Robbieeee... ROBBIEEEEE... Don??t come closer...??
??Shit... shit... shit...?? The person was coming here and before I could scream again... ??Robbie???
I sobbed in relief. ??Robbieee... Robbieee... someone was here... he tried to...??
??Shhh... No baby... No... Angel. I am here. I am right here.?? I screamed again.
It took a moment for him to understand I was not screaming at him but was screaming for him. The restriction on my hands loosened and Robbie settled on top of me.
??I... I...??
??Shhh... I am here. There you go my Angel. Robbie is here. Shh... shh... Robbie is here.??
No, no, no...
Someone tried to touch me. I was naked. I woke up naked. I cried and the panic was not leaving my heart.
??...me...Angel...at me...shhh...fuck...look...eyes...?? Someone was slapping me on the cheeks.
No... No!!!
NO!!!
??Open those eyes, baby and look at me. I beg you.??
??Robbie???
??I am here. You are okay. You are with me. It was me. No one else was here. No one but me. Your Robbie. Open your eyes and you can see me.??
??No.??
??Yes. Open your eyes.?? I felt kisses on my lips. His tongue slipped inside my mouth and slipped between my teeth and lips and he swished it left and right.
Only Robbie did that.
Was he really here?
I risked my sanity and opened my eyes.
??There... there... look at me.??
I hugged him tight, his weight settling on my chest and restricting the coldness from seeping to my heart further.
??Robbie.??
??Yes, baby, Angel...Robbie... I am here. It was me. Only me. No one else.??
??Promise???
??Promise!?? He kissed me all over. And his three fourth of the weight squished me to the mattress and blocked my breathing and the relief was instantaneous. The limited breathing was calming me down and I focused on the feeling of another heartbeat above my own.
It was Robbie.
His heartbeat as frantic and scared like mine. But it was soothing. I focused on the sensations flowing into my body. His hands on my waist kneading, I loved that. His lips were flickering here and there. I felt them on my lips but soon they were on my nipples taking away the sting on them.
??Robbie...??
??My precious baby.??
I loved it. Was I really precious? I wanted to be precious. His precious.
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