What the hell was I doing?
I squeezed my eyes shut. I was not supposed to be okay with this. This was wrong!
I... I...
I had to get out of here, fast. What the hell was I thinking? I was in no way okay with this. I was not! Then what the hell was last night? What were we doing?
I wiped off my tears.
Robbie was not mine!
Get it in your head, Ace. He was starting a family and I was wrecking it. I wanted to hate the situation I was in.
I was in here trapped, I hated being here waiting for him, I did not miss him; I did not want him. I did not lose my control; I did not like him being in me.
The power went off unexpectedly. The wind was slamming our windows and Robbie loved ruckus, he thrived in chaos. More the chaos, more in control he was. The windows should be closed; Robbie was not letting me.
??I am here.??
Of course he was. It was dark, but not dark enough not to know him standing behind me. ??Did you love my gift??? His fingers playing with the chain, purposefully brushing them against my skin.
I pushed his hand away. ??Robbie.??
We needed to light candles, or find some backup power.
??Ace.?? His lips on my nape. ??You are beautiful; do you know that??? I licked my lips, it was dark, no one would see that, not even Robbie.
??You have a very beautiful heart. I have never met someone who is as beautiful as you. You! Sweet Bloody Jesus. You are perfect.??
No one would know, it was dark. I could feel, I did not have to control my emotions. No one would see.
He was warm and hard. Hard for me. He made my blood boil with need.
Everything poured out of me. I was wild and Robbie, he destroyed me in the most delicious way.
Every pain he made to my body I gave it back tenfold.
His lips were bruised, his back had nail scratches and some were angry red with dried blood around. His shoulders bared my marks, but his left cheek, I had to plaster it. I had sharp nails and I clawed on him in pleasure.
No one had to know, it was dark. Only I knew, why this was different.
??This is how I want to spend rest of my life.?? It was early in the morning, the power was still out, he was tired and satisfied with his head on my stomach.
What had I done?
This was not how I wanted to spend rest of my life. Hiding from the reality, eating the forbidden fruit and burning myself in the fire of my personal hell.
I was already getting addicted to the taste. I had to stop before this was too late. Too late for me to save myself.
Robbie forgot his wet clothes in the shower. And that was my sign. His t-shirt was a bit too large on me but the sweatpants had the string. It was good he was late this morning, or he would have noticed and I could not escape naked.
I was ready, all I needed was Robbie to come back. The shower was on, I was standing close to the wall, breathing slowly and carefully.
Waiting and waiting. This was no time to lose patience.
I am so sorry, Big Baby. I knew he would be sad, angry but I had to.
You have a child, Robbie and that is not something I can overlook.
He loved to toy with me always. Opening the door, he waited until I was in the living room and he would close every mechanical shit he had installed, staring at me. He wanted me to know there was no way I could open any one of it, without him.
If it was digital, I had a chance and he was not taking any ??risk??.
There he was! The creaking of heavy metal plates, it took everything in me not to peek. He would not close it until I was out of the ??shower.??
He heard the shower as expected and he was busy with his phone.
Were the investors still troubling him?
Not the time, Ace! I could stop the malware after I had escaped.
My heart dropped to floor when he suddenly looked to the bathroom and took a step back almost brushing my body.
I barely managed to slither away to living room without him noticing. The door was half-shut, I could slip through. For once I was glad I was lithe.
But...
The moment half my body was out... ??ACE!??
I watched his mouth open and eyes widen in horror.
Air was whistling in my ears, I had to run, and I was running. Taking the stairs, I jumped several steps at a time!
I could hear him screaming, and I did not stop, did not slow down.
I had to... I had to save myself from the catastrophe that had the power to literally kill me.
How many stairs! How many people!
This was a huge-ass building with millions of people and no one knew I was in confinement above. Or no one cared. But I had stopped banging on the door quite some time ago. Exactly the reason I was running.
I saw a park filled with families and kids.
There!
??ACE!!!??
He was closer than I thought. I had to...
I ran, taking a wrong turn from the park to a nearby small forest, I could hide and get help later, I could almost hear him breathing down my neck.
I had to run.
He was going to be a father. I should stop because he still wanted me.
His weight slammed into me forcing me to a tree.
??LET ME GO.??
??NO!??
I bit his left hand at the same time he spanked my butt with his right.
??OW?? We both let out a pained sound.
Robbie recovered fast. He took hold of hands and crossed them making a cage of myself. I could only twist my upper body and his hard on was pushing on my butt.
??You are not leaving me again. I will never let you leave again. YOU FUCKING RAN FROM ME!??
??You fucking bastard. I do not want to be here.??
He kidnapped me!!! The nerve of this man!!! Then he had the guts to fuck me for hours like I was some sex slave.
I thrashed hard.
??I will put you in jail for abduction.??
??Only for that??? He purred making lewd motion with his hips.
??An...and for touc...hing me...??
He bit my ears. ??You should. At least you would get rid of me for some time again.??
??For some time? You will be gone for looooong time.?? I huffed.
??Do you think I would sit there without trying to get back to you??? He kissed my cheek.
His eyes were gleaming. He was not joking.
??Let. Me. Go.?? I hissed out.
??Nope.??
??I will call the police right now. Let that kid go.?? Robbie froze and held me tight.
I wiggled around until I saw a woman holding a gun on right hand and a phone on other.
Shit!
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