Trouble in Paradise (Arianna and Nicholas) novel Chapter 621

Nicholas' previously dejected expression changed instantly upon hearing my words.

He abruptly looked up at me, his dark eyes gleaming with emotion. They resembled vast, relentless waves crashing against the shore.

In the next moment, he pulled me into a crushing embrace as if he wanted to merge me into his very being.

"Ariana, do you still have me in your heart?"

I let out a quiet sigh in my heart. Even the strength to push him away seemed to have vanished. My hands rested weakly on his shoulders as I let him hold me.

Did I still have him in my heart?

At this moment, I felt scared by Nicholas' raw and direct reminder. I laughed bitterly in my heart.

He had hurt me so many times, and I'd made countless resolutions to draw a clear line between us. Yet, whenever he showed even the slightest sadness or vulnerability, I couldn't help but feel an aching pain for him.

At this moment, it felt like Nicholas was the doctor. I was diagnosed by him that I still had him in my heart.

I didn't know how to respond to him. I didn't want to admit it. I was afraid. After all, the pain of the past was all real.

I used to pride myself on being straightforward. I'd always admit when I was in love, and if I wasn't, I'd say so without hesitation. But now, I couldn't do that anymore.

I felt conflicted, unable to express an opinion. When I looked at Nicholas, I dared not let any unnecessary emotion show.

As adults, some decisions left no room for retreat. Acting on impulse could lead to regrettable choices. I knew that, at this moment, my every action had to be governed by reason.

"Our personal matters can wait. Right now, I want to talk about Tabitha. Can we have a proper discussion now?"