Dylan Pov
Whatever I did was wrong. Totally wrong. I shouldn’t have done that. How could I do that?
I just couldn’t control myself. She was talking to someone and the way she spoke to the person in her phone was like as if she was trying to hide something.
I should’ve stopped myself. How could I do that?
I went to such extent of hurting my own mate. It was wrong of me totally wrong. Racking a hand throw my hair I inhaled deeply and sat on my chair. I sighed leaned against the headrest of the chair closing my eyes.
The scene where I gripped her neck tightly flashed before my eyes and I jerked up from my seat. Throwing the papers and everything that was in my desk I walked towards the glass window and leaned against it closing my eyes.
“It was wrong. So wrong of me” I muttered to myself. My heart aching at the fact that I was the one who did that. My wolf angry upon me for committing such a crime.
Opening my eyes, I looked out of the glass to see the trees already shedding their leaves. It was the time of spring. I loved spring season. I watched silently towards the tress which were shedding their leaves on the ground.
It was just when I noticed a figure walking towards the forest. My wolf began to beg me to go to her and that is what I did. I didn’t went to her because of my wolf. I went their because of my heart. I wanted to make sure she was alright. She was a human after all. She would’ve broke down after that.
Somehow, I found myself taking long strides and even running out of the house, my eyes searching for her. I followed her scent and soon found her walking into the forest. I stopped in my track and began to think how to approach her.
“Should I say sorry” I muttered and heard my wolf snapping at me “off course you fool. Go and apologize”.
Taking a deep breath I took a step but stopped when unintentionally I stood on a bunch of dried twig. The sound of the twig breaking under my foot was so loud that even a human could hear that in such a silent forest and I doubted Aderyn not to hear it.
As expected, she stopped walking and turned around. She could see me because I was behind a tree but when i heard asking “Who is there? Come out” and all I couldn’t stop myself from walking to her.
I came out of my hidden place and watched as she gave me a shocked expression.
“What are you doing here?” She asked composing her shocked state eyeing me accusingly.
“Just wanted to go for a walk” I replied whatever that came into my mind.
I knew by her expression that she was ready throw questions and insults my way so, not letting her speak anything I walked past her and closed my eyes when I finally crossed her.
“This man is seriously something” I heard her mutter and smirked biting my tongue.
“How long are you planning on to stand there?” I asked and heard her mutter “Is he planning me to join him?” to which I replied shocking her “Isn’t it obvious?”
She stood there for some minutes watching me. I was sure that she was going to turn around and leave but absolutely surprising me she walked past me and I joined her walking silently with her.
I wanted to speak something ask her if she was alright but chose to stay quiet maintaining the distance between us which could never allow us to come closer.
I liked whatever was going on and I planned on to enjoy as the way it is.
It was better than having any hopes or something which could break hearts later. It was better like this.
After walking together for hours, we came back to the house. We both separated without speaking anything to each other. She walked towards her room and I walked towards mine.
I took a shower and changed into something comfortable. Lying on my bed, I stared blankly at the ceiling.
The days event flashed before my eyes. Our fighting, our walking, our silence everything. My mind began to picture her face even though I didn’t want to. I groaned and turned around to my side lying sideways, my elbow under my head.
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