You Kissed My Soul novel Chapter 30

Aderyn Pov

Storming back into my room, I banged the door shut and slid against it leaning my head against the door sobbing loudly. My emotions were visible through my tears and what I felt the most at that time was hurt.

I was just a piece of joke for them. They must be thinking me as a misfortune.

Actually this is true. I am bloody misfortune for everyone. I should just go away from their life. I could never give any kind of happiness to them.

A small smile broke into my lips as I began to reminiscent the days I spent here. How much fun we did together. How Blake became my closest friend and Bell became my best friend. For the first time ever in my life, I was so happy. At least for the sake of their happiness I need to take this step.

What is the difference actually?

I would’ve have left someday, so what is the difference if I leave today?

I am sure nobody will miss me and Dylan he would be very happy. This was what he wanted after all. He clearly told me to leave last night and me, being a selfish chose to ignore his words thinking that he must be angry that’s why he spoke like that to me. It was his anger who was speaking to me.

But I forgot. Anger lets people’s emotion and feelings out. And Dylan clearly wants me to leave and I will just fullfill what he wants.

I wiped away the tears using my sleeves and got up from the floor. I went to my walk in closet and took out my back pack which I brought with me when I came here.

Quickly, I stuffed my clothes and got hold of my photo frame. I couldn’t control my emotions when I looked at my happy family photo.

“I terribly miss you Mom and Dad. I wish you were here with me” I whispered as I placed a kiss on the frame and held it tightly against my chest sobbing for a while.

Finally, I composed myself and put it inside my bag.

“It is time to leave Adie” I talked to myself as I stared at myself in the mirror.

I brushed my hair and made it into a French pleat. I washed my face with cold water and wiped away my face with a towel.

I wanted to bid goodbye to all of them. I so badly wanted to but I knew it will be not right.

Instead, I chose an old way. I took took piece of paper and a pen and began to write what I felt.

My dear friends,

By the time you all get this, I will be far away from you all. I know I couldn’t even bid a proper goodbye to all but I was really in a critical situation for which I needed to leave immediately without even informing you all. I know you all are already knowing a lot about me, but trust me the days which I spent here is the most beautiful and awesome days of my life. I never had a family who would care for me nor a proper friend who would help me in my difficulties but you all gave me all that just in this short period of time.

I don’t know if I would be ever coming back but I hope every for you all to get every happiness you all deserve. If we ever meet in the future, I hope you would always welcome me a warm hug and with a smile on your face because this is how Aderyn Brookes like greeting people. I will really miss you all and I can never forget you all ever in my life. I will be really missing you more Bell.

Aderyn

I gave it a reading and it looked more like a formal letter. But I didn’t have time to clarify the mistakes so I folded it and kept it on the night stand, under a photo frame where anyone could notice it easily.

I stood up from the bed and took out a piece of note from the front chain of the bag. It was the note which I made remembering the number I counted for the route. I took the pen and began to draw a line according to the number. Finally, I had map to get out of the place. But the thing is I need to go exactly as it is in the paper. I can’t take any shortcut else I will be definitely lost.

Carrying my things, I walked out of the room but not before checking if the coast was clear or not. I walked as it was in the paper counting the numbers of my heartbeat. Thankfully, I was able to walk exactly out of the house. It means I had counted all the numbers correctly.

I went to the big garage and looked for my blush. My hands ached to touch her. It’s a long time since I last drove her. Finally, I spotted her in the corner.

“Blush baby!” I squealed running to it.

I placed a kiss on its hood feeling contented. She looked beautiful. She was actually polished again and she was shining.

“Blake” I muttered knowing that he must be the one who took care of her. I felt very sad that I couldn’t even hug him for the last time.

I saw my keys hanging in the wall and took it jumping into Blush. I ignited the engine and blush roared to life just in a start.

“Woah!” I found myself impressed by Blake’s work.

Putting the gear in reverse, I had to drive backwards a little for getting some space then finally, I drove off to the exit. As I drove near the gate, I knew I had to face a new problem now.