You Kissed My Soul novel Chapter 31

Dylan Pov

For the umpteenth time of the day I am reading the letter that she wrote for the people she care. But what just the most, was the fact that she didn’t write anything about me.

She is gone.

She is gone is what I know. Bell came to me with this letter with a crying face telling me that Aderyn was no longer in the room. She left and left this letter for the people to let them know that she was gone.

It was all because of my stupid mistake. But now, when I think of it, it’s actually good that she is gone. Now I don’t have to distract so much and it’s better for her. She will eventually forget about us. About me.

Then she could be able to live a life which she deserves. I am no good for her. She had already suffered a lot and I don’t want to add more to her plate. I am sure that she will find a guy who will take care of her, more than her and will protect her and will cherish her with happiness. Unlike me.

I gave nothing to her. All I did was, I added more pain to her life. She needed someone who will heal her but not me. I could never keep her happy. But the fact that she will be living her life with any other male which was not me made me angry and as well as irritated. The mate bonding was making it absolutely difficult for me to deal with all this and Black was doing no help to it.

He just wants his mate back and somewhere deep down I also wants the same.

But I know this isn’t possible.

This will never be possible.

I am a werewolf king after all and she was a human.

It is really unbelievable. It is really shocking that I, Dylan Black Bishop who loathed those who were weaks and humans is feeling really proud of Aderyn a normal human who has unintentionally managed to break down the walls around my heart and sneak inside.

Whenever I think of her, immediately i feel a tingling sensation on my skin. Of course, it’s the mate bond.

I can’t believe that it’s already four hours since I last saw her. She was angry just like fire when she came to meet me this morning. I underestimated her.

“Aderyn” I whispered to myself wishing her to be with me.

I am surprised that she managed to sneak out of my territory so easily. It’s really surprising for a human to do so. But she is Aderyn. I can understand that it would’ve been really easy to her.

I sighed as I let my eyes roam once again on that beautiful handwriting letter.

I have to agree on one thing though.

Aderyn was strong. That slap was really strong for a woman like her.

I could imagine what she must have done with her opponents.

A fierce tigress.

“King!” I heard someone calling me and I looked up towards the entrance of my office to find Blake standing with an unreadable expression.

“Blake!” I said as I folded the letter into my hand and kept inside the drawer.

“Come in! What do you want?” I asked

He walked in and stood before my desk.

“I am here to talk” he spoke again making his expression unreadable. But it was easy for me to find out what he thinking. Nothing remains hidden from me.

“I don’t want to talk about it” I stated as I answered to his unasked question.

“But I want to” he argued.

“Blake!” I warned

“Why didn’t you sent anyone behind her? We could have easily found her and now she would’ve been with us. Here” his statement startled me. It was the fact that he was arguing with me, his king startled me and as much I wanted to show him his place, I controlled myself. I understood that this concern was natural. They were just concern about their Queen.

“Because I didn’t wanted to” I spoke as I got up from my place and went to the window.

“Can I know with whom am I talking to?” he questioned.

“To the King or to my childhood best friend?” he finished.

“Blake” I sighed “I am always your friend” I finished.

“Then listen to me. Whatever you are doing is wrong”

“Why are you doing this to yourself Dylan?”

“Blake please” I interfered not wanting to hear anything.

“No Dylan. You just don’t understand” he stopped and sighed closing his eyes.

“No werewolf can live without its mate and you Dylan, you are the King. How can you make such a compromise with yourself?”

“Soon or later you will be aching for your mate and then you will go violent and no one can stop you Dylan. Why don’t you understand?”

“You need her as much as we need her. Stop being so childish. I understand why you are doing this but this is not the solution”.

“I know you don’t want to add more trouble for Aderyn because she has already gone through so much but for once think of it Dylan. Why did the moon goddess choose a mate like her for you?”

“You will heal her and you can. She will also heal you Dylan. You will be the only one for each other and nobody will ever come in between you”.

I started to become restless. His words were not helping me in any sense. In fact I was growing more tense for Aderyn leaving.

“She left. It was her decision” I tried to argue.

“And you let her go?” He argued

“If I were you I would have went after her and throw her on my shoulders kidnapping her back to my place” he stated and I rolled my eyes on that. I would never do that.