A Girl Adopted by Wolves novel Chapter 35

He marked me without my consent. How could he? He did it again. Tricking me into believing he loves me and then forcing things on me. He sat up and smiled at me. If he thinks I will do what he wants, he is so damn wrong.

"So how is it going to be? You want me to move in here or you are going to move in at my house. It would be more convenient if you move at my place. We can be near the others. If you want to live here, that's also fine. What do you say?" Asher started ranting excitedly.

"Get out." I hissed angrily.

"What?" he asked confused.

"Get out." I said raising my voice.

"Why? What happened?" He asked. A look of hurt crossed his eyes. No he is tricking you again. Don’t believe him. He always does that.

"What happened? First you didn't even talk to me when the others shunned me out when the Mathew incident happened. Then you come next day and declare your love and take me to meet your parents without asking if I am ready to meet them or not. Then when they force me to get engaged without asking if I am ready for it or not or if I want to do it or not, you just sat there on your backside with your head down. The irony of it is that they even declared I get engaged on Sunday. Who are they to take decisions of my life? What did you do? You didn't even utter a word. I walked out of your house. But you didn't even come to check up on me. Hell I thought you don't want me as a mate. I was going to leave so you can be happy with someone of your choice. And now, you crossed all boundaries. You marked me. Did you ask me if I am ready for all this relationship thing? You even want us to live together. Why would I want to live with you if you never even care for my opinion? What do you take me for?" I demanded.

He opened and closed his mouth. His face contracted in distress. He looked like he is in a lot of pain. Did I said too much? I said really mean things to him but it's the truth. I shouldn't be feeling bad. His eyes weld up with tears. Crap, I shouldn't have snapped at him. Why the hell am I feeling like this? I only wanted him to realize his mistakes. I sat in his lap, straddling him and hugged him. He buried his face in the crook of my neck where he marked me and circled his hands around me pulling me flush to him. He took deep breaths, maybe to stop himself from crying. I stroked his hair with my hand. I hope that will help.

"I am sorry." his voice came muffled. He lifted his face and looked straight in my eyes. He looked so broken. Oh no. I didn’t mean to do this. Why the hell is this affecting me so much? "I wasn't thinking what I was doing when you said you will leave me. I don't want to lose you. So I did what I thought will keep you from leaving me. Don't ever think that I don't want you. I should have stood up for you, I know. But, I am bound by the rules. I have to follow the orders. So I try to be there for you without breaking any of the rules and orders. If I go against them then they will hurt you as well. The pack runs on rules. No one can break them. I am sorry if I came out like I don't want you as my mate. It's not true though. I was waiting for my mate for so long and you showed up. You don't know how happy I am. I promised myself not to hurt you but I always end up hurting you. I am sorry for taking you granted. Give me one last chance. I promise I won't mess it up. Please." He pleaded.

"Okay" The word came out of my mouth before I can even think what I was saying. He hugged me really tight.

"Thank you." he said smiling at me. He looks so hot with his hair sticking in different directions and that lazy smile on his face. Uhhhh bad Amara.

"I am sorry for snapping at you. It's just..." I said awkwardly.

"It's okay. It was my fault anyway. I should have talked it out with you earlier." He replied.

A yawn came out of my mouth. Then I remembered I am still sitting in his lap. I slid off of his lap, blushing madly.

"Hey I liked that position. Come back." he pouted.

I blushed even more if that was possible. He laughed at my expense.