Baby With The Billionaire novel Chapter 13

Kyle's POV

It's funny how as humans we say things in the heat of the moment and then, later on, you end up regretting it.

I sigh and rest my head back on the chair. What kind of hell hole did I get myself in?

My plan was simple, get a beautiful, intelligent girl and pay her to have my baby. It should have been that simple and I got what I wanted but I abused it. I got used to having the girl around and when she decided to stop giving me what I wanted, sex, I turned against her.

I stared down at the letter Jade wrote to me. The biggest mistake of my life was treating her the way I did. She deserved so much more.

Her letter began by saying. "It's funny how looks can be deceiving. You see a handsome gentleman on the outside and when you get to know that gentleman, he becomes your worse nightmare."

She hates me now. In the letter, she said that she had overheard me speaking to Lenard about her, about me paying me. In a way, I just called her a whore. She said that was the lowest she ever felt in her life. No one had ever disregarded her body as I had done, No one had hurt her as I did.

She said a person's private life should be private and not in the light for everyone to know. She said, "Imagine what your friend might be thinking of me now. What a whore! As she gets the money she jumps in bed. I'm just saying I don't what your friend is like but news travels, how would I feel if a man just starting coming to me thinking that I'm 'easy'. I don't want anyone to see me as the woman that you paid to have sex and have a child. I want to be known as the woman you chose to have your child because I am intelligent."

She was right, our private life should have been ours and not anyone else. It made me see that I crossed a border. I didn't choose her because she was easy, I chose her because wasn't. She was just perfect for what I wanted my child's mother to be like. I made her look bad.

I have now come to realize what a jerk I had been to her. I really never took her feelings into consideration in anything I did. I only thought about my needs and never of hers.

The contract never about sex, it was about conceiving a baby. But a man can't get enough of alcohol once he's had a taste. There was no way on earth could I have resisted her, the more I got the more I wanted. The more I wanted was the more I couldn't do without.

Now she regrets ever meeting me. Ever coming in my office, every agreeing to my plans. In her letter, she made it care she won't be contacting me until she gave birth. She has every right to be angry and upset but no right to keep me from my child.

A child needs his father in every step of life. That way the child will have an emotional bond with the father. I want to be apart of every decision she has to make. I want my child to have everything that I never had when growing up, a relationship with my dad.

I close my laptop and grab my car keys.

I need to apologize to her and get our problems sorted out because there is no way I won't be there for my child.

I quickly got in my car.

The quicker I went to see her, the easier for her to compromise. She might not let me in her apartment and she definitely wouldn't want to see me after all the hurt and pain I caused her.

But a sincere apology can mean so much.

I looked at the face that greeted me and it wasn't the one I wanted to see.

"What are you doing here?" Joshua asked. "If you're here to ask her to come back to that job then think again." I was surprised he knew about me. Jade and I never had any in-depth conversation that involved her younger brother.