* Blaze’s Pov *
I don’t know which types of madness took over my head; I lost control over my anger and showed the actual character I never want to show her,
Anna knew me as a gentleman and a calm person, but I never was calm or gentleman; even before I took over the leader position of Black Reaper, I was a hot-tempered person and very possessive type.
My possessiveness climbed on a different level and touched the sky after I met Anna; I felt jealous even she smiled at any girls at college; I hated when other people tried to be friendly with her,
Even my heart knew, the more she would be away from those outsiders, the more she would spend her time with me. I wanted her 24hours from a day, 365 from the year,
I forgot to count how many nights I spent hanging on her window without her knowing and watched my sleepy Anna. Even her sleeping posture was entirely wrong. I loved every bit of her.
My obsession was more than Anna could handle, so I learned to hide that personality from her. I kept everything under control.
But when my father forced me to give up on her and take over the organization, I finally lashed out. But the consequences had to be born by my father; after all, he took my love from me, so how can I let him go?
Since then, no one has ever seen my calm personality, but once again, I tried to adapt to that calm personality of mine, yet I lost it because she said she wants to leave me.
I will never let her go away from me, never in this life, I ever wished just one thing, and that’s her. Everything might be too much for her, yet I am not ready to give her time because I know my secret will push her away from me; I need a reason to tie her to me.
Coming back to the sense I noticed, Anna stopped struggling. She might hate me, but deep down, I know she loves me as much as she did five years ago.
It was her and the situation which stopped her from showing the natural hers.
Anna closed her eyes, and I felt a sense of peace at her obedience.
I kissed her hungrily, how I missed her, my head was telling me to take her right here, make her yours entirely, but my heart was saying otherwise. My gut tells me to stay satisfied with this for now.
But I will not let go so quickly; I rubbed my intact body against her soft body, I can feel every change of her body. She has grown a little meat on her bones in the past five years. Yet, she was having a hard time with these part-time jobs because of her father's illness. She lost weight.
Anna suddenly tightened her arms around my neck and opened her mouth for me at her will.
That’s all I need.
I sucked her tongue but gently tried not to be rough with her, but the junior started jumping inside my pants to come out.
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