In My Desperate Time novel Chapter 637

When Jane wakes up, she has already been detained in the police station.

But I know she didn't mean to shoot me. Although there is no evidence, I believe her.

Jane will never do that.

She must have her difficulties.

I even know that this must have something to do with Hilda.

Unfortunately, there's nothing I can do to help her. Instead, I can only push her into the abyss of suffering.

Since old Mr. Louis reminds me, I start investigating Hilda.

After some investigation, I finally understand why old Mr. Louis has changed his attitude towards Jane.

It turns out that Hilda is much more ruthless than I imagine.

She has close ties with the gangs in the Golden Triangle, Middle East and Europe. Her business includes not only arms, drugs, black money, but also all kinds of materials for terrorist activities. In fact, there is no business that she's never involved in.

Hilda's hands are stained with the blood of countless people. She is even the culprit for Terence's death. At first, I thought that she needed my help and pretended to marry her, but I didn't expect that she is such a person.

I will definitely protect Jane well, but I'm afraid that I will make some slips.

As for Jane, she absolutely can't take any risks.

I have no choice. This is an excellent opportunity to earn Hilda's trust. I can't just lose it.

Therefore, I can only pretend to be ruthless and let Jane stay in the safest place.

I hear that she has a very bad time in prison.

I hear she wants to see me.

I also hear that Hilda goes to see her and says a lot of cruel words in my name.

Forget it.

As long as she's safe, I am satisfied.

After Jane goes to prison, Hilda shows her love for me without restraint.

I finally know why she is so ruthless against Terence.

A woman can be more ruthless than anything else.

I never go to visit Jane in prison. However, I never stop thinking about her.

While Jane is in prison, Hilda tells me that she wants to marry me.

But I don't want to marry her, nor do I want to look at her.

Her face makes me sick.

However, in order to gain Hilda's trust and destroy her in one fell swoop, I have no other choice.

Soon, the court passes sentence. That day in court, I finally know that Jane fired at me because Hilda had planted a miniature bomb in Earl's brain.

Or rather, Hilda lied to her. Actually, there wasn't any bomb in Earl's head. But Jane was too worried to keep herself calm and rational. It was not easy for Jane to recognize Earl. She loves this child so much, so how can she see him suffer a little?

The court then sentences her to five years in prison. Five years is enough for me to deal with Hilda.

Hilda is a very proud person. She wants to tell everyone about her marriage.

The wedding billboards are everywhere. But I never expect Jane will come out of jail soon.

Not surprisingly, she knows about my marriage to Hilda.

One day, when I am writing an invitation in my office, I suddenly hear a familiar voice from outside.

"Let go of me! I want to see Frances! Let me see him!"

Jane.

It's her.

My heart, because of her voice, fiercely palpitates.

I miss her.

I miss her all the time. This kind of longing is driving me crazy.

But, isn't she in jail?

Why is she out?

Doesn't she know how dangerous it is outside?

I can't see her. No matter what, I can't see her.

I'm afraid that once I see her, all my emotions will no longer be concealed.

"Not everyone is qualified to see Mr. Frances. We will call the police." The voice of the security guard also comes in.

Jane's excited voice follows.

"Frances! Come out. I have something to say to you!"

"Frances, open the door!"

"Frances, you coward, don't you even dare to see me? Are you afraid that I'll shoot you again?"

I'm not scared.

I'm just afraid that Hilda will hurt her.

But I really can't hold back my longing for her.

Forget it, I'll just see her this time.

Just this one time.

I open the door and whisper,

"Let her in."

Then, I return to my seat and continue to write the invitation.

It is as if this is the only way to calm my heart.

"Don't beat around the bush. I'm very busy and don't have that much time." I say coldly. But the pain in my heart is so great that I can barely breathe.

She walks over, smiles at me and says, "Are you ... going to marry her?"

I nod and reply indifferently, "Yes."

Actually, I don't want to marry Hilda. The one I wish to spend my life with is her.

I've never expected that I will be so helpless. I'm actually afraid that I won't be able to protect her well.

"Why? Didn't you say that I will be the only one you love in your life? Why are you marrying another woman now? Frances, didn't you say you love me? Then why would you rather believe in Hilda than in me? Is this the way you love me? You lied to me! You lied that you would love me forever! Frances, you liar! Liar!" She says hysterically.

I look up at her. She is still wearing a prison uniform, and her thin, pale face is full of tears.

Why does she lose so much weight during this time in prison?

My heart hurts.

However, I can only use harsh words to break her heart even more.

"Well." I snort coldly and grab her hand, placing it on my chest.

"Why would the woman I love shoot me so accurately in my heart?"

At this moment, I feel extremely uncomfortable as if my heart has been pierced through by ten thousand arrows.

I clearly know that she has no choice but to do this, but I must act ruthlessly and hurt her.

She hurts, and my heart hurts even more.

"I'm sorry." She whispers, her eyes filled with guilt and pain.

At this moment, I really want to hug her tightly into my arms and tell her that I believe in her and I love her, but, unfortunately, I can't.

"Don't cry crocodile tears. Go back to prison or I'll call the police."

"Do you really hate me this much?" She asks, her voice trembling with fear.

I love you.

I love you.

I love you!

However, there are some things that I can't speak out.

"I told you, I wish you would stay in prison forever."

She looks at the invitation sadly and asks me, "Why is there no one in the Louis' now? Where is Earl?"

"Earl is my son. You don't need to worry about him."

I will take good care of Earl and definitely won't let Hilda hurt him in the slightest.

All she needs to do is protect herself.

"Please, let me see Earl!"

She pleads to me.