Matteo's Pov
I took a sip of my alcohol in my office and when I couldn't get enough of it. I threw it against the wall before breaking down to myself.
I hate it when I am lying to her.
Everything is a lie and I can't pretend that everything was fine in the beginning between the two of us.
This lie I'm living with her is fucking me up especially when I am expecting a pup from someone else soon.
How am I going to explain everything to her that I truly love her but circumstances just change the cause of everything.3
I took a sip again from another bottle of pure vodka on my desk and thought of our moments back in her room.
The way she looks at me tonight was so innocent and so pure that I am doubting myself in doing this to her.
Maybe I should just tell her the truth yet the events of that night and the consequences of it all is restraining me from telling it to her.
The door opens to my office and I saw Lyndon coming inside without a knock. He lock the door then came and sat before me.
It's funny this reminds me of that night when he made a request to me.
Since we most likely are going to talk tonight I put up a barrier to our link with the pack and press on the button below my desk. It is to make sure the room is secure and is sound proof from any werewolf hearing.
There was a pregnant pause before he speak "I haven't told you the whole truth about Addasah's conditions. Yes I have told you but not entirely," Lyndon took my vodka and took a long sip.
"Wooow! you're not the only one guilty here" he shook his head then gaze at me straight.
"I wipe off Addasah's memories by compelling her because she was dying," he blurted and I sat there in shock not believing what he is saying.
"I'm sorry what did you do to her?"
This man is insane how could he do that to his own daughter. I mean he shouldn't have wipe off her memories.
I thought she just lose it after losing most of her blood during their fight and went into concussion.
"How could you do that to her? I mean how can you wipe off her memories, is this is why you gave me an ultimate back the?" I ended up shouting at him hitting my fist on the desk.
"Don't you dare Alpha" he hiss back with a warning look.
"For your selfishness your daughter is living a fucking lie and her fucking ass mate is lying to her right now even though it's killing me," I pointed to my chest with so much hurt.7
He was quick to slam my back against the wall with his elbow to my throat.
His eyes were changing from his self, to his wolf then to his vampire side. I could have fought back but he is my mates father and I don't one to overstepped my boundaries.
"Choose your words wisely because I won't hesitate to kill you bastard" he let go of me and I choke on the floor.
"Addasah woke up turning feral and you know we talk about it after finding out she lost her memories and what I said back then wasn't an ultimate but basically I ask you a favour."
I sob thinking back on that night.
Flashback back:
"You know I can't do this anymore Lyndon. Your daughter will practically hate me for doing this to her," Lyndon look at me as if I am his prey tonight.
"I know but she's my daughter and I know her so well Alpha," Lyndon seems so sure to himself.
"What if she remembers everything?" I began to panic
"no she won't" he reaffirm.
"What do you mean?" I ask him with confused.
"Matteo you have no idea what I have done tonight to my daughter. What I did is unforgivable" he sigh rubbing his face with his hands then I heard him sob.
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