Lie To Me Alpha novel Chapter 95

It almost feels like forever since I last talk to Matteo or us having a real conversation after the arrival of Quinn and her mate.

He became a total stranger that I don't know anymore if we're a couple or not. He keeps on avoiding me and never sleeps in the same room with me anymore.

Sighing in frustration I grip my hair and sat on the bed not knowing what to do. I needed a friend now but Gia is away with her mate with her newly born baby and Cora was kind of far from me.

All I need is a friend to talk face to face with now. Definitely not a therapist but a friend to help me figure my choices out.

Biting on my finger nails a knock came on the door "who is it?"

"luna you have a letter from someone" a pack member said.

I stood up and open the door slightly, she gave me the envelope and went back down stairs. I received another note threatening me that I won't be able to live happily with Matteo.1

Yes this starts after the day Quinn came back and Matteo ignoring me.

I was scared to tell Matteo as he has already have a lot on his plate and plus were not really on speaking terms.

Me being a burden wasn't helping at all and I hate to be one. On the other hand the note indicates that we know each other and he was my lover before Matteo.

So I decided to meet this person name Jude in person who seems to know me pretty well. Maybe he'll tell me of my past as it looks like my memories are gone forever

Also I wanted to tell and show that person how much I love Matteo. If there was anything between us in the past then it's all in the past.

Matteo is my mate and my future lies with him.

I grip his note in my hand before grabbing my jacket and made my way out of the pack house.

I didn't want anyone to be suspicious of my action so I acted like everything is so normal. Alera is telling me that this was a bad idea, still I wanted to be a hero of my own.

I made my way towards the woods telling other pack members I'll be gone for a run and instead of running I change the direction to other side and walk until I made it to the main road.

I look around to see of any our pack members are around but none was on sight so I pull out my phone and call an uber to pick me up.

Fishing for the note in my pockets I couldn't find it and I try so hard to remember the location in the note until I finally did.

When the uber arrived I take one last look back to the forest and the way I came before I got into the car holding onto his gifted necklace. I made it there to the abandoned old factory building in time.

It wasn't really far from our territory but it was kind of deeper in the woods.

"Lady are you sure this is the place?" the man ask with concern and I nodded my head yes to him.

"Ms. Isn't this?" he ask again making sure that I am in the right state of mind but I immediately dismiss it and he shook his head in disapproval before driving away.

I made my way in the building which was pretty dark. Alera was definitely right when she says for me to stay I should have listen and tell my mate about this.

"Hello" I call but there was no sign of anybody "excuse me if you want to play game with me then I am here," still no one answer.

This must be a prank. Turning away to go back a clap stops me. Suddenly the lights went on. Looking around I came to face with a guy and his werewolves friends sitting at the back like they are posting for a magazine cover.

They look pretty young to me precisely around nineteen or eighteen.

I hated the fact that I came all the way here for some kids prenup game in College. I sigh feeling disappointed that this kid seems to know nothing of me. His letter seems to tell it all but his age tells me that he's another stupid horny teenage wolves.

Alera growl in my head "these little shits might thinks the can take us for a fool" she growled through our link.

The leader whom I assumed is Jude lick his lips and disgustingly I wanted to puke. He didn't even look like a man like my man at home. He look like a wannabe man.

I groan cursing myself for being stupid too.

"Didn't know you're dumb for taking my note seriously" he laugh

"Right I'm selfish, well the last time I check my mate wasn't talking to me and ignore me" I retort at him.

"It's complicated and I was going to fix it if you weren't run off today to meet up those mother fu*kers," he growl a loud.

"You always think of yourself... What about me huh?" he grip on his hair.

"If you die today what about me? don't you love Me?" it's like his words sink right in to me and I started to sob

"you know I love you so much."

"I don't know Addasah you keep getting yourself in danger without thinking about me. You0 left without even saying a goodbye or a god damn note to let me know that you are finally leaving me" his tears drop from his eyes.

"You know that's not true and I won't do that. It just that you weren't talking to me" I reply feeling hurt of what he just accused of me.

Then suddenly he said something which made me puzzle as we have never spoken about my memories lately.

"Maybe you'll do when you're memories are back Addasah" he says in a low voice and I took a step to him

"I need time" he stops me before he storm out of the room.

It was the first time he ever shouted at me and I knew I have hurt him alot and I have shouldn't listen to that stupid note from a kid.

'You didn't know Addy' Alera tries to comfort me 'come on girl hell be okay just take a breathe' and I did what she just said.

I went down the stairs afterwards and out of the house heading straight to Gia's place. Hoping she has returned today. I

I kept on knocking on the door but nobody was at home so I look for Jay instead at the training area but he was nowhere to be found.

I walk back to the house and went to see Matteo. It is better to go face my own problem than running to others to burden them with it.