Love You Or Hate You, I Can't Decide, Book2 novel Chapter 69

   Episode-69 when are you killing me?

     Celeste's POV:

               This is

too bright... I opened my eyes and the extreme head ache hits me... I feel really

bad, I got up and looked around.. what happened?... I noticed a figure sitting

beside me on the bed, I turned my face to the person and I was startled to see

Ernest... I moved away a little... soon, I remembered what happened..

   He passed me the

water and said, "take it.." he passed the pills too... I know what it is but I

don't want myself to be pregnant.. not after a r*ape.... I hesitated but my dry

throat reminded me I need it...  I drank

the water, and suddenly my body feels good... I noticed the food on the table

bedside.. I heard him, "eat it Isabella... I shouldn't have starved you... I forgot

you are fragile..."  at one moment I wanted

to throw this food on his face but I am hungry, I need to stay alive even

though I hate it.. I need to go to mom as soon as I can...

    I took the food and

tried to eat it...  I feel like his pet, he

feeds me whenever he feels like it... people even care for their pet more than

what he treats me like...

      After I was done

with the food, I asked him, "Ernest... when.. are will you leave me?.." Daisy and

mom must be worried, I can't say their name directly, I am afraid he will

target them...

   He just replied,

"never...." I want to laugh at my own misery.. I asked again, "then when are you

killing me?" he looked at me on this, I don't know why I said this, but I

added, "you wanted to kill me... because of my dad... then kill me.. instead of

keeping me here as her delusion...."

    He grabbed my face

expressions are of a inhuman.. he looks like a devil with no heart, no

emotions.. he sat back and said, "you wanted to die... I am giving you what you

want.." no.. mom.. my mom did nothing.. he can't drag her in this..

     I grabbed his hand

and said, "Sir.... S-sir.. I am sorry... I won't say that again..." he looked away

with a grin, I hate him to core now.. I felt sympathy for this person..... I

thought his pain made him this, but he is this cruel person... he doesn't deserve

sympathy...

    He said, "Celeste...

Celeste... I won't listen to you... unless you are Isabella..." he is mocking me..

isn't this he wants, to torture me, to make me feel miserable, to break me,

to  hide my existence... to destroy every

bit of me and make a new Isabella..... but for mom.... for my mom I will do

anything...