My First Crush Happened To Be My Hubby! novel Chapter 52

D's PoV

I literally wanted him to make love to me. Every cell in my body aches for his touches. I couldn't stop myself when I saw his eyes roam on every inch of my body. I saw his hunger for me in his eyes. It's been a month since we married. I know how much he likes me. I know how much he controls himself. His arms flex and his muscles on the chest ripple as he holds himself back from touching me.

The way his eyes turned a darker shade of lust on seeing me gave me extra pride in my body! It turned me on to an unexplainable extent. I took a step forward to pull him into a kiss. 

But as soon as I stepped forward, I was pulled to his rock like chest. He is so unpredictable, sudden and harsh. I love it. I love when he dominates me. I like it when it happens with raw erotic emotion. 

He picked me up and dropped me on the bed. His touches are burning me from inside out. I want to crush him in a hug. I wanted to feel him against me. He makes sparks all over my body! 

I stopped him when he reached my bosoms. I totally wanna feel his hands on me. But I'm scared. He didn’t stop. He started kissing my exposed legs. God he is killing me. I couldn't take it anymore. I pulled him to me. I hugged him tight to my stomach, stopping his kisses. 

He held me with an arm around my waist and roamed his other hand on my thighs. He drew patterns on my thighs and slipped his hand under the towel reaching my inner thigh. He was very close to my womanhood. I am dying. 

I clenched my thighs together. I'm afraid. I can’t let him do this. The previous time I let him touch me, he threw me away like I was nothing. What if he gets a phone call now?  I cannot assure his reaction. It's not the right time. We have many things to clear up. It would be a blunder if we do this now.

I told him what I felt. He just left me and went away again. It hurts me. He has lust on me! But love? From the day we married, he displayed his lust for me. I have seen it in his eyes. But has he displayed his love for me? Yes, I think. Again nothing has come out of his mouth yet.

Am I confusing his lust for love? I don’t want to think about it anymore. I'm scared of the answer I will get. I let it pass through my mind. I decided to go with the flow. Smirthi has to be removed first. Everything else will fall in its place if she is gone.

Dakshu’s PoV

Days passed as usual. After D's run-away, I never saw Rishi here in the office. It's been one and a half weeks. Danya is her regular self. I think they are making progress in their relationship. Karthik is avoiding me for no reason. The more he avoids me, the more I'm pulled towards him. I clearly know what I feel towards him. I love him.

But after that day, he said I don’t want to report to him while leaving. He stopped the only time we met. I don’t know what happened to him. He fills my heart and mind. I try every other way to meet him. But even if we meet, he just answers to what I ask. 

I can clearly see that he avoids me. But why? I can sense something in him. He has feelings for me too. But why does he restrain himself from showing it to me? I openly show him that I like him. But what is stopping him? I bumped into someone. I was just thinking about Karthik and didn’t see where I'm going.

"I'm so sorry. It's my fault. I didn’t see you coming." I said to the guy who was just looking at me. 

"It's ok, beautiful. So you are that intern everybody is talking about!?" the new man started flirting right away.

"Um...I’m an intern. But I don't know what everybody is talking about." I told him with a straight face.

"Oh! They don't do justice in telling about your beauty."

He is flirting. But he is a man capable of doing beyond flirting. My inner-self asked me to stay away from him. When I was about to move away, I saw Karthik glaring at us. I wanted to pull his legs.