My Personal Lycan King novel Chapter 15

VICTORIA'S POV

Sipping on my milkshake monotonously I gazed outside the window at the forest, silently. The trees were waving around with the wind that has picked its pace, with the now forming clouds.  

They looked like they were traveling, with how the crescent-shaped moon was hiding behind them occasionally, making it dark around everywhere.

We both (me and Daniel) had been sitting in silence since Alexander stormed out of the room. It was a comfortable silence nonetheless. 

That's what I had been telling my mind for the past 10 minutes. It was turning more of a consoling self now. That it didn't affect me, how Alexander said those words or how he stormed out.

I don't know why, but from the moment Alexander left looking all angry, I had been feeling this strange kind of emotion swirling in my heart, like an emotion of sorrow or loss. 

I don't know how to describe it, but I was feeling a strange sense of hollowness as if there was something wrong. Like I was doing something wrong being here. Apart from Alexander affecting me, was I forgetting something else too?

Am I missing something? But what could it be? If I missed my parents, I would've known about it. I mean, I do miss my parents but this time, it wasn't about them. 

It was something different.

I don't want to bother Daniel with it, nor do I want to call Alexander over this, given he himself was angry, and when I don't even know what it's all about. Besides, the guys had already done too much for me.

If not for them, then I probably would've been lying in some sickly hospital room, which would've made me sicker because of its smell.

Gazing at the sky, I looked at the clouds that had appeared out of nowhere.

'Looks like even the weather is sharing my emotions.' I thought, smiling at my imagination. 

Even Carla was silent from the moment I yelled at her.

Soon, the clouds were accompanied by lightning with a rumble of deafening thunder, making me shudder at the sound. 

It really resonated with the turmoil inside my heart.

Looking at the lightning, something struck me, and it was then, when I realized, why I was feeling like this. 

I forgot to meet him! My daily dose of happiness. I had made it a point and also promised him, to meet him, no matter what, till I am here.

I forgot to meet my cuddly wolf-bear thunder!

As soon as I remember not meeting him, it was as if someone triggered my mind and I started feeling this strong desire of seeing him. 

It might sound weird but I felt like he needed me right now. Like he was in some kind of trouble.

What if he is waiting for me in the same place, where we meet daily?

It's lightning and probably would rain soon, where will he go in this weather? 

Does he even have a cave to hide in? 

What if he decides to wait for me at our usual place even in this weather?

And if he doesn't have a cave, where will he hide if it pours? 

Shouldn't I arrange for him to hide, given how I boldly declared that day, I that I would take care of him?

Is he waiting for me to take care of him?

What if he misses me? What if he is scared in this weather? Was he feeling lonely?