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I pouted as I felt my cheeks burned. Do he need to rub that in my face?

He started putting food in his plate once I’m seated so I grab some for myself, too.

I have a lot to say but stayed silent. We ate without saying any words and the silence was deafening me! It was midway of our meal when

I decided to speak.

“Why won’t you mate with me?” I asked. He looked at me for a while before bringing his eyes back to his food.

“You are weak.”

I scoffed. “You don’t know that. You just met me last night-”

“I know you are.” he wiped his lips with a napkin and shifted on his seat to look at me. “I hate weaklings,” he said in grimace. “So until

you are, I won’t think of you as my equal.”

“Is that why you fuck other women last night?” I couldn’t help but bring that up. I couldn’t control feeling angered by remembering what he did. “Did you see the bruises you gave me? Oh, of course you did.”

Jacob’s jaw tightened and his gaze darkened. “Weaklings like you deserved it.”

My mouth dropped from what he said.

Why does he keep on calling me weak?! Was he born to criticize anyone without giving a chance to know them more? He could have given

me a chance to prove myself!

“So cheating with me was fine?” Every words vibrates on my teeth.

“You can’t handle it?” he smirked, “I’ll give you more,”

I narrowed my eyes at him and processed what he said in my head. So he intend to repeat cheating on me, huh?

I dropped the spoon on the plate, creating a loud sound, Jacob arched his brow and I leaned on the backrest, crossing my eyes as I fought

his stare.

“Then give me more, I can take it but can you? Maybe you’re the one who couldn’t handle the bond’s pull so you opted to fucking other girls than me. One was not enough, right? How many did you fuck to satisfy your thirst? Or maybe they didn’t sated you enough because your body is not yearning for those whores but me.”

I smirked when I saw his jaw clenched from what I said. Ha! Did I just hit a button there?

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Chapter 20

Mate bond was my forte. I know every inch and corner of it, I studied it well!

I thought he will raise hell and argue with me but instead he stood up and chin-up looked down at me.

“You’re getting it to your head too much, Lucianna. Stop disappointing yourself.”

My brows furrowed but before I could respond, he turned around and left.

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I am right, though! He wouldn’t fuck any girl if he can handle the call of his urges. Jacob was the one who was disappointing himself and

not me!

That night, I got the meaning of his words. Screams of pain enveloped my room again, echoing through the woods, as I crawled on the

floor.

He was at it again. And even though I kept thinking that I’m right about him trying to cover his sexual urges by using another woman for

it, I know Jacob was right, too.

Another fuck might not be enough for him but he can still do it to me. Now, tomorrow, the next day. Again and again. Then I understand

that I’m disappointed truly.

I’m disappointed to myself.

I feel I’m not enough for him. That I am not the one.

That night, Jacob doubled the pain he has given me and which also meant he fucked more girls.

The sun was rising and I could still feel the pain, punching my whole body. I stopped screaming, I stopped crying. I felt numb with the

pain.

I flinched from time to time as I feel every excruciating pain but I seemed to mind it less. My head was filled with anger, I didn’t had the chance to sleep and my mind was slowly eaten by the dark.

From every beating I felt in my body because of Jacob’s infidelity, something died inside of me.

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