Chapter 453
From what I’ve heard, Noah had an abortion. “I’m confused, my froney. Didn’t you…”
She nods, confirming it before the words are fully out there. “That’s what I was saying, I didn’t follow instructions, I messed up and lost one of them, that one was going to end me. I bled so much they thought I’d die, and at the hospital, the nurse told my Calix there was cardiac activity.”
“So you’re pregnant?” I whisper.
“Yes,” she nods. “With a little boy…” she smiles, something her hand over her dress, and that’s when I see it. An actual baby bump, I couldn’t have been able to tell before now, but it’s so clear now. “I mean, that’s what my daddy thinks, he is obsessed with this pup.” She sighs. “I was going to have a surgical procedure done because it didn’t feel right, and my decision had been made already, but there would have been complications, and Daddy forbade me from having it done. And seeing all the stuff he pledged the pup’s name, I gave in.” She sighs again, but it’s not a tired sigh, it’s defeated. “Couldn’t let my daddy be brought to shame.”
“Really?” I frown. Nobody makes Noah do anything, especially not her father, this choice was more for her than she claims it was for him. She would give up several things in the blink of an eye, she wouldn’t care twice what anyone has to say if she didn’t
want to have this baby.
She nods. “Yeah.”
“You want a baby?” I tell her, but i* comes out more of a question than it is a statement.
She pauses, an eyebrow raised at me. “Do you?” She asks, flipping the tables on me.
“Yeah, I mean…” I swallow. “I’m scared every second, but yes.” I nod. “I want to see the little life growing inside me, I want to see if it’ll look like Kingston or me. It’s not easy for me knowing I went crazy and could do it again, but I want to, I want to give him one, even though I have a very strong dislike for him right now I don’t know if I’m making sense.”
Noah laughs, “You are, hell of it too.”
“Am I selfish for wanting this? I’m at my fucking lowest right now, and I wish I’d done this under better, more sane
circumstances.”
“You are sane.”
“Today,” I snicker. “But what if-
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“Let’s not be negative,” she groans. “My new therapist says the journey is long, you don’t have to be ready for the whole journey, but-”
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