Parker
The moment he’d been mind–linked by Axel that something was wrong with Belladonna’s eyes, and told where she was, he’d been up and gone from his office. It did surprise him a little that she was up on the Alpha floor, but it wasn’t completely odd at the same time. She’d lived up there once.
She was still coming down the hallway, and he saw what Axel had reported to him, the bright blue that was now around the pupils of her eyes. She was upset as well. He could see it for himself. That bothered him a lot, for not once in all the time he’d known her had she ever cried. Not in her coming here, not in him marking and mating her, not in her rejecting him, or leaving the pack.
Nothing upset her, couldn’t he didn’t think, with the exception of her children, due to her disconnection from everyone and everything around her.
He could do nothing for her right that moment either, nothing but try and comfort her, so he pulled her into his chest and hugged her, tried to convey everything would be alright, that even if she lost Freya, he would still be there for her.
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She would still be the same person to him, to Vex. Because Freya had never let them see her or mate her and although it was sad to hear those words come from her, it wasn’t going to change who she was. She was a doctor, a mother of two and the woman he loved. Nothing would ever change that for him.
He sat her down in his office and got her that cup of tea, then sat in front of her. He had been about to tell her they’d figure it out and find something to tell Whit and Milly, but when he looked at her, her eyes were back to being just dark blue.
“Belladonna, your eyes are normal once more,” he told her. “All dark blue.”
“W… What?” she got up after putting her tea down and went to his bathroom. He followed her and watched her stare at herself, really look at herself for a long moment before turning to him “I don’t understand. Did I imagine it?” she asked.
“No, Axel and Bridgit both saw it. I saw it myself,” he answered, and guided her back to the couch in his office. “What happened upstairs?” he asked.
“I don’t know.” She shook her head. “I only know Freya requested that I stay here until the triplets are born, not to leave the pack.”
“Triplets?” Parker frowned, though he liked the idea of her staying here for a long stay, and not leaving at the end of next week.
“Mm, Axel and Bridgit are having triplets. Girls.” She nodded. “Though I can’t explain how Freya knew that.” She shook her head.
“Your wolf… No, Freya, I think is a Wolf of Destiny, maybe one of fertility.” He stated simply “Do you know that while we were mated to each other, there wasn’t a single miscarriage to go along with the no deaths
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of pups or she–wolves. “Bridgit has had two miscarriages since you left as well.” he was trying to tell her his thoughts and think it out at the same time.
“That’s very sad.” She sighed heavily,
“Not your fault Belladonna. Talso think something is wrong with Freya. I’ve never felt that much aggression come from her before. It felt almost like rage, I would think.”
She nodded “I’ve never felt that much anger before…but…” and then she frowned deeply. As she thought about something, he sat and waited. She needed a minute, and he wanted her to think about it and be able to talk to him about it as well.
Though he was now having his own thoughts on the matter, she’d stated she thought Freya was dying, or leaving me, had been her words, but he’d understood what that had meant. Maybe Freya was leaving Belladonna, and what had just been felt by her and him was her actual wolf, and it was in a filthy rage.
Like’y if Freya was Belladonna’s mother’s wolf, and had over ridden her own beast, it had been locked away inside Belladonna and for a very long time. That creature would want out and maybe had, for the first time ever, had some semblance of control. The eye colour was likely her wolf’s eyes. As it tried to push to the surface for the first time.
Though Belladonna’s tears and the crying bothered him, she’d not cried ever, not once she’d stated, that was odd for anybody. But maybe Freya stopped her from feeling everything, contained all of Belladonna’s emotions and if that was the case, it wasn’t going to be good when she got them all back.
Belladonna was likely going to be extremely or overly emotional, wrung out by them when they all hit her. If Freya did leave her completely, she might not even be able to control her emotions at all over the next few days or weeks.
“How do you feel?” he asked curiously.
“Confused.” She answered simply.
“Not what I meant, but that is understandable… What I meant was, do you still feel disconnected from everything bar the children? Take a moment to think about that, I have a theory.” He told her, and if his theory was correct he’d have to tell her, so she was pre–warned about it.
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“Okay.” He nodded. She was definitely starting to finally feel things emotionally. “I think Belladonna, I was right and Freya is not your actual wolf. She has contained her to be with you, and right now, there is a power struggle going on inside of you between Freya and your actual wolf. I also think Freya is losing that battle, as your own beast tries to emerge in full. Push Freya away from you, and separate you from her.”
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