His Little Wolf novel Chapter 32

Beta Liam

I’m sitting on the wooden dock that looks out to the lake it’s 6.10 am but I’ve barely had any sleep, I’ve been sitting here for hours. It’s been 3 days since I meet my mate, she’s lovely and beautiful but something doesn’t feel right.

We’ve kissed but haven’t mated or marked and I know she’s getting impatient but for some reason, I can’t seem to do it, whenever I think of mating with her my c**k feels like it shrinks to nothing!

Sarah may be my first mate but I know enough about them to know that this shouldn’t happen, I should want to mate with her instantly and all the time, I feel the sparks when we touch but they don’t seem to do anything for me.

Where are the sparks that cause you to feel like you are on fire everyone talks about? Where’s the constant feeling of wanting to be around her? The reason I’m sitting here now is that I haven’t had a single moment to myself since we found each other, she follows me everywhere, even to Beta duties which ain’t normal and I know I should miss her when I’m not with her but right now, being here alone, it makes me happy and I feel like I can breathe finally!

That’s not the only thing that’s changed since I’ve met Sarah, I’ve noticed when I’m around her I speak to people different and act different, I can’t help it, it’s literally like I have no control when she is around and none of it for good reasons.

Jonah is barely speaking to me either the only thing he has said since I meet her is “Fight it” I’m not sure what he means and he won’t tell me, he also won’t let me shift and the strangest part is when I see Luna’s sister Bethany, I feel like something is wrong like my body reacts but I don’t understand why I don’t understand any of this but things don’t feel normal and I need to figure out why and fast!

“Cal, are you awake?” I link him hoping maybe we can talk before Sarah wakes up and is back by my side.

“Yes, is everything ok Liam? It’s only 6.30!”

“I know I’m sorry for linking so early but I was wondering if I could speak to you alone, please?”

“Of course, brother, come up to my lounge, Brooke’s still sleeping.”

I quickly thank him, close the link, and head for his floor. I’m there within minutes and before I can even knock on the door, he opens it looking tired and stressed, has the guy even had any sleep?

“You look how I feel man!” He quickly shoots out to me and I can’t even argue it as I thought the same. I follow him to his kitchen where he’s got 2 cups of coffee already made and I couldn’t be any more grateful. We both take a seat opposite each other but he doesn’t say a word just drinks his coffee while waiting for me to start, the problem is I don’t have a f*****g clue where to begin.

f**k it! I just jump in with both feet and tell him what’s going on in my head what I’ve been thinking and feeling, he doesn’t say a word just listens until I’ve finished, he doesn’t look shocked at what I’m saying either and it only raises my suspicions more.

“Honestly Liam I’m glad you’ve come to me. I’ve wanted to talk to you but I’ve not been able to get you on your own without Sarah, even when I called you for Beta business yesterday it was to try and talk to you but then Sarah turned up, I thought it was strange but I didn’t want to insult you, your new mates so I decided to let it slide!”

“What did you want to talk to me about?” What’s he know?

“Honestly I didn’t have anything planned but it’s just…well…”

“It’s ok Cal, just say whatever you want to, it’s only me!”

“That’s part of the problem Liam you don’t seem like you, you’ve been talking to me in your formal Beta tone, not just me everyone! Today… now is the first time you’ve called me Cal since this happened, you’re not acting like you and I’m worried and I’m not alone with that!” To access the complete chapters for free, visit Jo b ni b.com. As much as I should be angry at what he’s saying, that everyone’s got their opinions on me and Sarah I’m not, in fact, I feel relieved that I’m not alone in this. I go to speak but before I can open my mouth, I get a link of Sarah asking where I am, for f**k’s sake!

“Cal, I need to go Sarah’s awake and asking for me, I don’t want her nagging at me, s**t where can I say I’ve been?”

“I called you up here with me, emergency pack business, at breakfast I’ll let you know I need you back up here to carry on with it and we can discuss this some more how does that sound?”

“You’re a lifesaver man, thank you that would be great! I don’t know what’s going on but I need to figure it out because something doesn’t feel right!”

“Something isn’t right!” He gives me a strange look but I don’t have time to try and figure it out. I quickly leave the kitchen and head down to my floor where Sarah is literally waiting for me at the door pouting and looking pissed off and for the first time since we found out we were mates I find her unattractive, f**k that should never happen with your mate, there’s got to be something wrong with me surely! If you are not reading this novel on Jo b nib.com, some paragraphs are incomplete.“Where were you baby? I woke up alone!” She pouts my way before hanging on to me for dear life placing a kiss on my lips and showing her sexy smile.

“Sorry, babe Alpha needed me for emergency pack business!” She doesn’t look amused but it doesn’t seem to bother me as much as it should.“He can’t just expect you to drop everything and be at his side the minute he calls; you have a mate and he needs to work around you now!” What the f**k is she on about?

“It’s my job as Beta to be at his side whenever he needs me Sarah you know this!”

“And it’s your job to keep your mate happy, I have needs to mind, speaking of maybe you could help me out with my needs now!” She winks at me before starting to undo her dressing gown, I go to reach out to her but then I feel Jonah in my head.

“FIGHT IT” He bellows out. I shake my head and focus on his words and then I feel my senses coming back and my balls trying to hide.

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