Bethany
I’m an absolute mess today, everything that has happened is my fault and the guilt is slowly eating me up. I woke up in Ashley’s bed after we had a sleepover, it has become my safe place whenever I’m feeling sad or I’ve just had a s**t day and it was a good distraction for me last night but the guilt I woke up with this morning is taking over every other feeling inside my body.
I needed some air to try and clear my head so I quietly slipped out of bed and headed outside for a quiet walk. Seeing Liam at the lake just tore me up, even more, to know all his pain and confusion has been caused by me is unbelievably painful and yet he doesn’t blame me.
He comforted me this morning and even though it wasn’t in his usual way it still felt amazing, he still has a huge calming effect on me even if I still don’t know why I just pray with everything I have that if he’s able to remember everything he doesn’t end up hating me.
We quickly arrive at the Alpha floor and Calvin has had a huge spread brought up here for us so we can talk through everything that happened last night. Once we’ve all got food and are seated the discussions quickly start.
Calvin and Brooke are sharing one love seat while Jack and Ashley are in the other one, both Liam’s and Calvin’s parents are sitting on the large sofa while Liam and I take the chairs that have been pulled over from the dining table.
Everyone quietens down once Calvin starts informing both sets of parents on what happened last night and the shock on their faces speaks so many words, Liam’s mom looks relieved which I find strange shouldn’t she be hurt right now? I choose to ignore it, it’s not my place and if it wasn’t for me, she wouldn’t even be in this situation.
“Calvin, where are Sarah and Marcus now? And his Beta John, is it?” Mary Liam’s mom quickly asks.
“Marcus and Sarah are both in cells, they are being guarded by 8 wolves between them including one inside Sarah’s cell at all times, I don’t trust her not to try something stupid! Beta John is on his way up here now as he needs to be a part of some of this discussion!” Mary nods but doesn’t say anymore.
“What will happen with him, Cal?” His dad speaks up now.
“I don’t know yet, instinct tells me he is a decent guy who has been pulled into this mess as we all have but I want to find out more about him, one of the reasons for inviting him here is so we can talk to him without Marcus breathing down his neck, try and figure him out for ourselves!”
40 minutes later and we are all fed and talked out, Beta John joined us and he seems like someone I would like, I don’t see him being anything like Marcus, hopefully, there’s a way out of this for him that doesn’t result in him being a Rogue.
Both the parents soon leave and Calvin tells the guards that brought Beta John here that they can leave, clearly, he thinks he is good too or he wouldn’t have done that.
“Calvin, what’s going to happen to Marcus?” He looks at me, considering his words before he finally speaks.
“He will die, Bethany, even with putting any personal feelings aside he has broken the law, for arranging the death of your family and old pack he will receive death without everything else he has done!” I’d like to say I’m unhappy that someone will be losing their life but the truth is I feel relieved and happy.
After everything he has done, he deserves everything that’s coming his way even though whatever punishment he gets will never be enough for taking my family away from me at least his death will mean he can’t hurt anyone else.
“We are heading down to the cells now; I can update you on how it goes later if you would like?” His gentle tone never goes unnoticed.
“No, I want to come, I want to see him, I have questions that he needs to answer before he dies!” Thankfully no one tries to argue it or stop me and soon after we arrive at the entrance to the cells, I don’t think I’ll ever get used to the smell of blood piss, s**t and sick, you name it and it’s down here, it’s also an instant reminder of the worst day of my life.
It’s ironic really that it brings back the memories of the day I lost my family and yet their killer is down here, regardless of how the smell makes me feel, I push it aside and get ready to face that prick.
Calvin didn’t allow Brooke to come down here and I’m glad, the smell and facing him would be too much stress on her body right now, it’s too much for me but I’m here for both me and Brooke and I’ll make sure we have the answers we need.
Beta Liam
The smell down in the cells is pure hell but facing Marcus and Sarah is worth every minute of it, I’m not done with either of them heartless bastards yet.
We choose Marcus first; we can see Bethany is itching to speak to him and it’s the least she deserves.
“Good morning, Alpha Marcus, I hope you slept well!” Calvin speaks first with an evil glint to his tone.
“Rogues get treated better than this, I don’t know who you think you are to treat me, an Alpha like this but I will be reporting you, that I can assure you off!” This t**t seriously thinks he’s getting out of here.

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