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He didn’t have an easy answer for that, and I appreciated, somehow, that he didn’t try to manufacture false reassurance instead of simply sitting with the difficult truth of it.
“What about your father,” I asked, after a long stretch of silence, the question I’d been avoiding since we left Millbrook Junction. “You said yourself he’s furious, unpredictable. What happens if he tries something, now that we’re actually there in person instead of hours away?”
Something tightened in Damon’s jaw, his hands gripping the steering wheel slightly harder. “I don’t know exactly what he’ll try. I know he can’t touch either of you directly, not without violating the council’s ruling in a way that would end him entirely. But I don’t trust that stops him from trying something quieter. Manipulation, maybe. Turning pack sentiment against you subtly instead of directly. Or-” he hesitated, something darker crossing his expression.
“Or what,” I pressed.
“Or trying to pull me back,” he admitted quietly. “Toward whatever version of leadership he actually wants me to embody. He’s spent thirty years building me into a particular kind of alpha, Evelyn. I don’t think he simply accepts losing that today, however clear the council’s ruling was. I think he tries again, slower, more patient. Working on me directly, maybe, instead of you and Willow, if he genuinely believes he can’t touch either of you without consequence anymore.”
The thought settled cold and uncomfortable in my chest-not just fear for my own safety, or Willow’s, but a different, more complicated worry underneath it. What if his father’s influence, patient and persistent over months rather than days, eventually pulled Damon back toward exactly the thinking that had cost us everything in the first place? What if everything he’d said in that council chamber, everything he’d promised me in the hospital and in my apartment, gradually eroded under the weight of thirty years of his father’s careful, practiced manipulation?
“Are you worried about that,” I asked carefully. “About him pulling you back?”
Damon was quiet for a long moment, genuine consideration evident in his expression before he finally answered.” I’d be lying if I said it wasn’t a risk worth taking seriously. He raised me, Evelyn. Every instinct I had before all of this happened came from watching him operate. I don’t think that disappears completely just because I’ve recognized it clearly enough to reject it consciously, once.”
“Then how do I trust that going back doesn’t just put us in exactly the position we’re trying to avoid,” I asked, some old fear sharpening beneath the question. “If he can slowly pull you back toward his thinking, what actually stops that from happening again, the way it did before?”
“I don’t have a perfect answer,” he admitted honestly. “I can tell you I’m aware of the risk now, in a way I wasn’t before any of this happened. I can tell you I have people around me now-Callum, my mother, even some of that council-who’ll call it out if they see me sliding back toward his patterns. But I can’t promise you it’s impossible. I wish I could.”
I appreciated the honesty, even as it did little to fully settle the anxious knot sitting in my chest. We drove the rest of the way in comparative silence, both of us apparently sitting with everything that still remained uncertain and unresolved despite the careful, deliberate decision we’d made to return.
The pack lands came into view as the afternoon light began shifting toward evening, familiar in a way that made my stomach twist immediately-the same compound gates, the same winding drive, the same buildings I’d once believed would be my entire future.
I pressed a hand instinctively against Willow’s car seat, feeling her small, steady breathing beneath my palm, and
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reminded myself of every reason I’d carefully weighed before agreeing to this. Her safety. Real influence over decisions that would eventually shape her life regardless of my presence. The chance, however uncertain, to actually understand and counter whatever Damon’s father tried next instead of waiting anxiously from a distance.
“Ready?” Damon asked quietly, slowing as we approached the gates.
I looked at Willow, sleeping peacefully, entirely unaware of the compound we were driving back into, and then at Damon, watching me with careful, genuine concern.
“No,” I admitted honestly. “But I’m doing this anyway.”
He nodded, understanding exactly what I meant, and drove us through the gates and back into the life I’d once fled in bare feet, carrying nothing but grief and a stubborn, desperate need to survive.
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