Sacrificed To My Sister's Mate novel Chapter 150

<Chapter 150 unrequited love

Chapter 150:unrequited love

Madman’s pov

You have heard it right?

That you never forget your first love.

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A person’s first love is special, and it’s the first time you feel deep and unfiltered emotions towards

someone.

The emotions are often raw and new.

They become the first person to make your heart skip a beat, no matter what.

I looked at the invitation and I felt my blood boiling.

I did everything I could to keep them apart, but why don’t they stay apart?

Now he wants to make her his Queen Luna.

Deep down, I know that it’s a trap, but I can’t help but fall into it.

What else am I supposed to do?

Let them be together when we couldn’t be together?

I know how it looks, like I am some obsessive maniac, and maybe that is true.

They say

that there is a thin line between love and hate.

Maybe there is an ever-thinner one between love and madness.

Because how else can you explain love if not madness?

How do you begin to explain that one person plagues your mind?

That they fill your thoughts and your heart?

How do you even start to explain the joy you feel just being around them?

Someone who has never been in love will look at you like you are a madman.

But think about it, they say that love is blind.

What is love, is also foolish?

What is love is selfish and obsessive as well?

I don’t know how else love can be described.

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But I do know that for me, it has driven me crazy to the brink of pure madness.

I can’t bear to see her with another man once again, that isn’t me.

What would you do in my shoes?

Who wouldn’t go crazy if they were in my situation?

At the mere age of 18 years old I started regaining these memories.

Memories of falling in love with a girl over and over again, but she loved someone else.

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Think about it, being rejected once hurts, but imagine your first love rejecting you over and over

again.

In every life, in a different body, in different times, and different languages as well.

That first love, realizing that even in this life, I have been rejected.

But this time it was different; in those other lives, she would do it with a frown.

In other lives, she would reject me with tears in her eyes and hatred.

But in this life, she rejected me with a smile and a pat on the head.

I thought that maybe this time I had a chance, but I was wrong.

I have been stuck in a cycle of rejection.

Unrequited love is such a b***h, isn’t it?

But now, think about loving someone a hundred times and then being rejected just as many times.

Being stuck in a one-sided love story for almost all eternity.

It haunts me, it haunts me every single night, and I wish there was something I could do about this.

I looked at the invitation, he has had the chance to love you a hundred times.

Don’t I deserve to have the chance to love you just once?

He has had the opportunity and luck to be loved by you a hundred times.

And all I was asking for, all I wanted, was a chance to be loved by you once.

Just this once, I wanted to fulfil my unrequited love.

Enough is enough now.

For centuries, my soul held out hoping for your love, and I didn’t get it.

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I am going to end this vicious circle right now, no matter what.

Even if it means that I kill you and never see you again.

Even if it means that both our souls will be trapped in hell for all eternity.

Because I don’t think I can go through it again.

I don’t think I can go through the pain of loving you without you loving me back.

This ends here, Jade.

Tonight, I will make sure that I kill you and put an end to it all.

If we can’t be together here, then you will have eternity to love or hate me in hell.

As long as I am with you, then I don’t care what becomes of me or my soul.

The memories of you will keep me happy.

Flashback:

I looked at her as she was smiling, and I found myself smiling too.

I looked up at the fireworks and watched as she laughed, looking up.

If I am to wow her, then all I need is fireworks to win her heart.

So for the next few months, I worked hard and gathered money so I could buy fireworks for her.

In the next years, I showed her my collection, and the smile on her face as she looked at them was

worth all the hard work.

“What did you think about my fireworks?” I asked her and she smiled as she looked at me.

“They were great, I am so happy,” she said with a chuckle.

“You shouldn’t entertain him at all. You should tell him that he is nothing but a little squirt,” my

mother said, and I frowned.

“Yes, turn him down so hard that he will think twice before having a crush on someone older than him,” my sister said with a frown.

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