The hospital smelled of quiet despair and antiseptic. Time stood still
there and hope hovered like a ghost in the atmosphere never quite
present but refusing to go. My chest never felt any lighter despite the
fact that I had been here far too often.
I passed nurses who hardly gave me a look as I moved down the
hallway. By now they were familiar with me. The man who came to
room 407 was always by himself and never spoke. When I got to the
door I slowed my pace. Before pushing it open I paused for a brief
second.
Only the faint glow of the machines that kept her alive illuminated
the dim interior of the room. The only sign that time was still passing
was the heart monitors steady beeping. The white hospital sheets
contrasted with Fionas pale skin as she lay there still. Like the last
time I saw her her dark hair framed her face.
The woman I had loved for so long was still gorgeous. However she
wasnt present. Actually no. I moved closer after swallowing against
the lump in my throat. I muttered Hey my voice rough from the
feelings tearing at my throat. “This is me once more…
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I extended my arm and grasped her hand. The weather was chilly. Too chilly. In an attempt to get a response I rubbed my thumb over her
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knuckles. Nothing was present. It did not exist. I chuckled softly
bitterly. “By now youre probably sick of listening to me talk.”
Nothing.
I continued to hold her hand as I leaned forward and rested my
elbows on the beds edge. “I met someone” I said hardly raising my
voice above a whisper. “She goes by Ava.” On my tongue the words
sounded weird as if I were divulging a secret. Fiona however had a
right to know. Even though she was unable to answer she still had a
right to hear it all. “I almost hit her with my car” I said shaking my
head. “It was late. In the center of the road was where she was. I
swear I mistakenly believed she was you for a moment….”
I let out a breath and squeezed Fionas hand a bit more tightly. Her
memory was lost. doesnt know her identity or origins. Nothing… I
looked up at her expressionless face looking for anything
. A moment of recognition. One of her fingers twitched. a clue that I
was understood. Nothing. I saw Ava’s face in my head. The way she
gazed at those divorce documents yearning to remember a man who
had robbed her of everything.
“I’m helping her” I said. “Or I believe I am anyway. I am not sure. The
house is where she is staying.. I was surprised at how heavy the
words felt.” With a forced smile I said “Youd like her.. She is
obstinate. Determined. I can tell she used to be strong even though
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she doesnt remember anything.. “I paused. “She also has your
appearance….”
Before I could stop it the confession slipped out. I shook my head and
laughed hollowly. “Fiona its insane. She talks the same way and has
the same hair. The same looks you used to give me I swear she still
gives me sometimes…”
Leaning back in the chair next to the bed I let out a sigh. “She’s not
you though.. She was never going to be.” I wiped a hand across my
face as fatigue began to seep into my bones. “She is attempting to
recall a man who is unworthy of her.Liam.”
When I heard the name my jaw tightened. He robbed her of
everything. Her businesses. Her wealth. She is currently sitting in my
home looking at divorce papers as if he were still valuable.
I shook my head. “She is not yet aware of the reality. Im also not sure
how to tell her.”
I turned to face Fiona again my heart hurting in a way I couldnt
describe.I muttered “Youd probably know what to do. . You were
always like that…
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I exhaled a long trembling breath. It felt weird to be sitting here and
conversing with her as though she would awaken and respond. She
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should I hoped. I hoped she would assure me that allowing Ava to stay was not a mistake. by being overly concerned. Since that was the
issue wasnt it? I was beginning to get concerned.
She reminded me of Fiona but I wasnt sure if that was because she
was someone else entirely someone who gave me a sense of purpose
once more. I was angry with myself and ran a hand through my hair. I
keep telling myself it’s temporary I acknowledged.
That she will depart after regaining her memory. What happens
though if she remembers and finds she is out of things? I didnt want
to acknowledge how much the question troubled me. If Ava knew
Liam had taken everything would she still want to return to him or
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