The Stand In Wife's Revenge novel Chapter 73

With my fingers lightly tapping the waves and the cool lather titing into my skin I med sightly mes the chair and sat tark reminded mysaid to concentrate on the task at hand and the events taking place here. I was not intended to be the subject of da

This was not intended to be an intimate mat

My heart raced at the deliberate way haz heads clicked on the floor. She had dramatically changed from the woman who had entered

few days prior she was taller and www telt assured. No longja merdy a victim of her circumstances she was a

Oncoveted her own power,

I sensed the change in the dwowthere wound her, I was also unable to turn away. My heart pounded in my chest that familia Dull, I had diempted to suppress the same emotion ever since the entered my life. I had avoided the same emotion became I believer

I had reasoned that i wasnt prepared for this that I couldn’t allow myself to feel this way and that doing so would only make matters complicated, I couldnt help it now though as I watched her and heard the modeling coachs calm firm voice guiding her.

My grip tightened on the armrest, She was faultless, I was able to chserve it. She was developing into the person I had envisioned her a The woman 1 wished she would be, Additionally the idea that she would be ideal for someone else and eventually walk away hit me like Vick to the stomach,

The instructors voice was sharp and authoritative as she said “Chin up Awa, Shoulders back. Walk with intention. Be the owner of your

hwa was adjusting her posture and lifting her chin slightly in response to the instruction and I could hear the soft click of her heels on the floor. She had such a determined look. Really concentrated. Her once–soft and unsure eyes had changed.

Her eyes remained fixed on them as she maintained her position. “Take control of your surroundings.”

I realized then that this was more than just learning how to pose or walk. She was taking back who she was. Every action and every directive aimed to help her let go of the past and become the woman she was destined to be. It exceeded my initial expectations when I brought her here and asked her to assume this role by a huge margin.

It went beyond appearances and trivial matters. It was about the person she was growing into. I felt vulnerable after thinking about it and realizing how much she had already changed. I had the impression that I was going to lose my balance because I was standing on the precipice

I couldnt take my eyes off her even though she was turning into everything I didnt think I could handle. I couldnt help but imagine what it would be like to embrace her make love to her and let everything else go.

It seemed as though I was already there drawing her closer and giving her the kiss I had wanted to do since the first time I saw her because the thought was so clear. Though I knew I couldnt the urge to make it happen and close the gap between us raced through my head I couldnt go over that boundary.

Chapter 73

Not yet,

I wasnt prepared for the repercussions. The storm that would accompany it was not something I was prepared for. I stayed seat to stifle the increasing impulse that threatened to overwhelm me. I couldnt help but feel vulnerable even though her steps were and every instruction went as planned.

winge of weakness in the pit of my stomach. I wasnt used to feeling vulnerable. I didnt open the door. I mad state–open unsure and uncertain. Everything was different with Ava though. She had a way of making me do me want things I wouldnt have otherwise.

ing a few more steps the instructors voice interrupted my daydream. “Perfect Ava. Yes. But keep in mind that its more tha movement. It has to do with how you present yourself. Its a weapon to be confident. Own that weapon.”

With a forceful swallow my chest constricted. I was hit harder than I should have by the words. Self–assurance was a weapon. And A turning into the weapon I was unable to defend. It felt like I was already on the edge but I didnt want to lose myself in her.

Could I defend myself against this? Could I keep becoming the person I had envisioned her to claim.

sinking further into this? She wasnt just someone I had shaped she wa covering who she was–strong competent and glowing. She was not mine

And I was horrified by that. As she every inch of distance between

evolving into everything

How do I stop

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