"This..." It seems that the nurse didn't expect me to ask. She said quickly, "there is no mirror, and now is the initial stage of treatment. After a while, I'll do the skin flap transplantation for you. It's good."
The more she said that, the more I realized that my face could be described as "horrible"
before she applied the medicine, I touched it with my hand.
The feeling of skin turning up reminds me of the zombies in the movie
I'm afraid that's what I am now.
When the nurse repackaged it for me, she added a layer of elastic mask to my face. In this way, my face was completely covered, leaving only the place of nose, eyes and mouth.
When I went out, Ji Qingxuan looked at me, and his expression did not change at all. It seemed that he didn't dislike me because I was holding an earthy yellow cover on my face.
The man took me out, I hesitated to look at him, "where to?"
"Go home."
Ji Qingxuan took me in his arms. Although I was flustered and didn't trust him, I knew that I couldn't escape. I could only take a step to see.
The car soon arrived at the familiar Yancheng No.1.
When I saw this, I realized that I was really going home.
Yeze parked his car in the underground garage and took us to the elevator. I saw a car coming behind.
Four bodyguards come down from the car and guard there.
My heart suddenly cooled.
Ji Qingxuan doesn't say anything on the surface. In fact, he has already deployed everything and fixed me firmly.
I didn't say anything. I had nothing to say.
When the elevator reached the top floor, Ji Qingxuan took me directly to the bedroom.
The man pulled me to his leg and asked me, "why don't you tell me about your face..."
“……”
"Are you afraid that I will despise you?"
Yes.
I answered in my heart.
Mingming has to leave him, but I still hope I can stay in his heart with a good image.
Ji Qingxuan looked at me, as if she didn't mind the things on my face. She pressed me on the bed a little bit. "It doesn't matter what you look like to me, as long as it's you."
Man's words, let my heart swing.
The heart beat a little faster.
In my heart when the war is in disorder, Ji Qingxuan's next action is more startling to me!
I'm wearing a big medical suit. Ji Qingxuan's hand is over it, and he starts to unbutton
"You, you are crazy!"
I can't help but push him away.
What I thought at that time was that I was pregnant, and it would be dangerous for my child to do so.
However, Ji Qingxuan leaned over to kiss my clavicle, but his action didn't mean to stop at all. He said as he did, "the doctor said, isn't there a probability of having a relationship below 10%? For the next two months, we'll do it at least twice a day until the probability is 100%. If you get sick, I'll join you. "
"What Ji Qingxuan's words shocked me! "Are you crazy?"
"If you die, I'll be mad." Ji Qingxuan said, action more wanton.
I struggle hard, but the man didn't let me off at all!
I tried to push him, "no, you're going to hurt the baby!"
"I'll be lighter."
It's just the beginning, I can feel the tough things of men against my abdomen.
As if the arrow is on the string, I have to send it!
"No, no!"
Can I know the size of Ji Qingxuan? No matter how careful he is, he can't do it!
However, men seem to have reached the limit!
He forced me with his own strength.
Ji Qingxuan that night was like a madman!
It's lighter, but the action is more crazy than usual!
Just like the first time he and I did, he let off steam on me, making me feel no pity.
As if others do love, we do hate!
Later, I fell asleep when I was exhausted on him.
Before I fell asleep, I seemed to hear the man fall over my ear and say, "I'm sorry."
When I woke up again, I was already on my way.
I look at the fragrance of washing liquid on my patient's clothes -
have I washed my clothes?
I have some doubts, just want to get up, feel light headed, dizzy.
For a moment, I felt something tumbling in my stomach
It's a sign of pregnancy.
I also had retching symptoms in my last pregnancy, but it seems different from this one.
When I was daydreaming, I heard the servant outside saying, "are you OK, sir?"
What happened to Ji Qingxuan?
I forced myself to push out the door and follow the voice to the study. I saw Ji Qingxuan sitting in front of the desk, working on the computer.I don't know if it's because the light of the computer is too white, Ji Qingxuan's face appears particularly pale, and the whole person looks very haggard.
When he saw me, he immediately stood up and said, "wake up?"
"Ah, ang..."
I look at him, inexplicably some distressed, temporarily can not bear to blame him last night.
Because I was very sick and mentally ill, I just stood for a moment and said, "I'm a little sick. Go and lie down again."
"Well."
Ji Qingxuan looked at me in a daze, and his spirit was absent-minded.
As I turned to go back to my bedroom, a servant came over with a plate and said, "it's time to take the medicine, sir."
When the servant walked past me, I dropped my eyes and glanced at the three medicines on the plate
That's
"What is this?"
I know it.
These three are the barrier drugs I want to take that day. Because of their special appearance, it's impossible to forget them.
Ji Qingxuan keeps saying that he will get sick and die with me, but now he is taking his own medicine.
He didn't answer. I took a sarcastic look at him and said, "Mr. Ji, take your time."
"Not only me, but you too."
Men's words make me feel ridiculous.
I'm not sick. What medicine should I take?
But I did not say, but turned to Ji Qingxuan cold smile, "no, Ji, you are afraid of death, but I am not afraid."
"You have to take it if you are not afraid. The child has taken it off when you are in a coma, and you have taken it twice, now it's the third time."
Ji Qingxuan's words are like bombs exploding in my ears!
"You, what are you talking about?"
I was stunned, looking at Ji Qingxuan, tears can't help falling down.
I step by step to Ji Qingxuan, murmur, "you, you are lying to me, right?"
"I didn't."
"No! You're lying to me
I hold Ji Qingxuan's shoulder in both hands and shake his body like crazy!
"I didn't lie to you."
"No, you lied to me! You told me you were lying to me
I feel like I'm going crazy.
Ji Qingxuan looked at me, but he didn't feel guilty. He looked at me and said, "I'm sorry, I can't accept losing you more than losing a child."
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