Resurrection novel Chapter 12

6 months later

I never knew what being loved felt like but now when he loves me like no one has ever loved me before

I feel like I am trapped

Trapped between my revenge and his love

I am not a good person and surely not a good mate but still he made all my flaws look beautifull.

Right now his arms are encircling me in their safety as he is sound asleep but my eyes are fixed on the full moon .

In these 6 months he showed the world what I meant to him

He treated me like a true princess

And I will never forget what all he did for me.

Those endless times he made me smile and those numerous times he stood behind me as a rock for my protection

Hundreds of those against whom he stood to prove me being human didn't made me weak

The day he told his father to never say a word against me or else he will forget he is his father

And especially that confession on the boardwalk under the shining stars

The numerous times he looked into my eyes like he is looking at his world and told me how beautifull I am.

He couldn't see my thunder mark so

I told him I was uncomfortable in taking our love to next step ,marking was alright but I was not ready for mating and he never forced me for it.

He said he loved my soul more and we will consumerate our bond only when I tell him to.

Such is his love

I never knew someone could love you to this extent but again I was a callow in love

I just can't help myself from falling in love with him

But my love is tainted unlike his

And he will discover this very soon

He will feel hearbroken ,betrayed ,deceived but that is what was always meant to happen.

I had planned my revenge and within a few minutes it will be executed

This peacefull night will turn bloody just like it did that night I lost my everything.

Xavier please forgive me for what I am going to do

I know you love your Dad a lot but I had to serve justice

Those who once did the inhuman acts of killing hundreds of innocents have to payback a much heavier price with interest .

Please forgive me if possible

"Ezra what happened??Are you okay? "

He asked

And my breathing stopped for a second.

He tuned me towards him and I closed my eyes not able to look at him

"Hey what's bothering my Ezra?just tell me"

He said holding my face in his hands and caressing my cheeks with his thumbs.

I still refused to open my eyes and in response just hugged him tightly hiding my face in his chest.

"You know you can tell me whatever is bothering you ,I will never judge you...I will still love you"

I pulled myself up and looked into his eyes to see endless love in them

"I love you too"

He was surprised

I never confessed to him

But today I had to

He need to know that he is the only person I love and will love no matter what happens after tonight.

He smiled like he never smiled before and I launched myself on him making both of us fall on the bed

I hugged him like I never hugged anyone before and he kissed my head .

The phone rang on the side table

I knew what it was

I refused to leave him because I knew this will be the last time I will be this close to him

"Ezra it must be something important...just let me pick it up ."

But I refused