Resurrection novel Chapter 24

His exact words made me look up at him

I thought he was telling me

But you always hear what you want to hear

His eyes were fixed at her while mine flooded with newly formed tears

He engulfed her into a hug and started kissing her infront of me

His hands rested on her waist while her hands messed with his hair

They didn't stop

Her moans made it difficult for me to stay there

A new kind of pain entered my body

Like needles piercing my skin

My body backed against the wall as I closed my eyes

"You can leave.."

He spoke to me after 2 months

The first time after she came here

And this is what he said

I nodded and moved my shaky legs towards the door

He continue what he left again ignoring me

As I was going to close the door and leave she said

"I love you Xavier"

My hands stopped on the door handle but when I heard his reply I closed the door

"Love you too my angel"

Tears flowed like waterfall

My stomach churned with pain

While my legs trembled not able to hold on my weight.

This pain was too much

I need to do something

With shaky legs I made my way towards the medical room

I pushed my body forward while holding on to the walls

Finally on reaching the room I ransacked all the drawers looking for it.

Finally I found it placed in the strong dose section

This was my only pain reliever

My only medicine

I filled up the syringe with the wolfsbane dose

I don't how but my body has grown accustomed to it.

Earlier they used to inject me with it everyday and I felt numb

I Wanted to feel numb right now

Numb from all this pain.

As I inserted the syringe into my arm I felt the liquid enter my blood stream

This dose was stronger than my earlier ones but I know I needed it now.

The veins in my arms got highlighted

They stuck out as the thick liquid made it's way through them

I started feeling numb

Just like I wanted

The mirror in the medical room again showed me my ugly dull face

I moved towards it and touched my reflection in the mirror

My eyes stared back at me

I felt like I was looking at someone else and not at me

The eyes looked dead and haunting