Hearing this sentence, she paused halfway when she was taking the chicken soup out of the pot. Then she turned her head at him. "What's the matter?"
Why does he want her to move out all of a sudden?
He narrowed his eyes. "Because you are not suitable to stay next to me."
The heart-wrenching words made her suddenly panic. She took the soup out on the tea table, and gave him a spoon and chopsticks. Her two straight legs dangled in front of him under her nightgown, and her white skin was now ambiguous in the evening sunset. He unconsciously clenched the armrest of the sofa.
He is seduced by her behavior — no matter she is intentional or not. Even if he hates her very much, in fact, although she makes him feel disgusted, she does have a fascinating face.
He knows this clearly, so he can understand it. He is a boy, and she is a girl. Both of them will become adults this year. He can ignore his desires from the time being, but he doesn't know he can restrain himself from having her.
Some primitive instincts of the body can not be controlled by his mind.
After all, men like making love.
Then she will be a tool for him.
But he feels disgusted. He can understand this desire, but he can't accept he has such a desire for her.
If he hurts her in adolescence, he may hate himself. He doesn't want to have a relationship with her, so it's better to drive her away as soon as possible.
He was plagued by various thoughts and pinched his temples, saying, "You're annoying. I don't wanna see you."
But she didn't know what he thought and only felt she was disgusted by him thoroughly. She should give him a quiet environment and disappear from his vision.
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