Lie To Me Alpha novel Chapter 90

Matteo's Pov

If you ever wish tomorrow will be better better, then don't get your hopes up. As not everything goes in our hope and wishful thinking.

Four days past and Addasah has woke up but she was still in her own world.

She refused to hear, or to let me touch her or anybody else near her but she just wants to be all by herself and even with Wes she is starting to pull away from him.

I spent more times with Wes than she ever did. Addasah was in denial and withdrawn.

We indeed have held a funeral for Addasah's father today even though it's sad that we could not retrieve his body but we still do it with our traditional tribute.

It breaks my heart everytime I see her drown in her misery. It is hard for her to lose both of her parents and all I can do is to be there for her.

I am trying my best to make sure that she won't walk alone even though I am guilty of my own lies but I am afraid, really afraid to tell her all about it.

I don't know how she will take everything and I don't want her to suffer anymore because I know now it's not the right time. So after the funeral nana Gloria has told Addasah her father's wishes and I know it pretty well as Wesley is a hybrid like his father.

She has agreed to let her grandma have him but I know Addasah this must be really hard for her too.

We went back to the pack house and nana Gloria is still ignoring me but only pretend to smile at me when Addasah is around.

We talk a day after I informed her of Lyndon's death but that was strictly it. She did not let me in her home or even welcome me in her open arms like she used to before. I know that she knows the truth and that is the very reason she is despising me now.

When Addasah was out of sight I move to nana Gloria but she nodded her head no to me and stood up to move away.

"Nana" I try to go near her

"I am not your nana" she corrected me "I only have two grandchildren and it happens not to be you."

She never gave me a smile and I was grateful that all of my pack members were out today. Everyone has gone out after the funeral.

"I am only here for Addasah and Wesley, nobody else" I wanted to cry seeing the woman whom I always considered my grandmother despise me.

"Please na-" I beg her but she threw me a cold glance

"I am going to say this one last time I am not your nana. I don't know what's your motive in keeping my grand daughter beside you or even pretend to love her but mark my words Matteo. She will leave you when she remembers," she spits on the ground between the two of us.3

I try to move again in front of her but Addasah emerged from the house with Wesley in her arms and a bag on hanging from her shoulder.

"Grandma are you sure about this, I mean I can take care of him besides he is all I left." Nana Gloria shook her head no

"Addasah, I'll take him with me for the mean time when danger is alleviate then you can come fetch him"

Addasah stood there with her eyes still on her brother. It seems like she doesn't want to hand him over to her grandma but in the end she finally nod her head yes handing him over to Gloria earning a tear to slip from her eyes.

Wesley was about to awake and nana Gloria swiftly rocks the baby in her arm before heading to the car outside the house.

Addasah moves when her grandma moves to get inside the car. I could still see her struggling to let her brother go.

I went and snake my hand around her waist pulling her to my chest.