Life After the Storm novel Chapter 37

I jump up and wrap my arms around him with tears coming out of my eyes, I know that he can tell something is wrong. "Ivan we need to go, something has happened I was wrong and Landon lied to me that your pack was attacked I'm so sorry."

"Who answered when you called?"

"A woman I think she was your mother she told me that Sam is dying. I can save him. But she wouldn't tell me where she was, she wanted to talk to you first."

As I watch tears fill his eyes, I feel so sorry for him he then says nothing. I know we have little time to come up with a plan. I can see that he still is weak, and he might even be afraid. I hear Star Lilly he needs his mate to connect with him even if it's a hug, hold on to him and only think about healing him.

I don't hesitate, I wrap my arms around him and hold on to him so tight like I'm never going to let him go. It feels amazing the feeling that he makes my body feel, but my mind is far away from what my body feels. I'm so confused but right now all I can think about is healing him. I go to look into his eyes and I can see the surprised look in his eyes.

"Lilly, your eyes are glowing, are you okay?"

He looks at me and says. "Lilly, you 're amazing." 

As he connects his lips to mine, the spark is insane. I can feel my body just feel relieved, so confused about this feeling, not really sure what it is. "Do you know where we need to go to find Sam, I need to save him before it's too late." I say to him as we both pant, the ecstasy is almost unbearable.

I wait for him to respond, but instead he connects back to my lips and puts his hands on my waist. I want to push away, I want to say no, but I can't. I want him so badly that my body explodes, I can't help but to kiss him back. I know that this shouldn't happen, but I can't help it. As his hands travel up to my breast, and he grips them, I am so turned on by him I can't resist.

I try to snap out of it, but I can't because he picks me up, I wrap my legs around his hips. He then gently places me on the bed as he starts kissing down my body. It's like he's savoring every kiss, wanting to taste every part of me. I am so confused, knowing that this isn't the time for this, but not wanting him to stop  at the same time, knowing I would be full of disappointment if it ended.